Ch. 141Don't move

Plot points and events

  • Bai Chen adjusts to life abroad with help from his roommate, Bill Lambert, who warns him about dangerous bars and accepting drinks from strangers. After initial illness, Bai settles into school and stays in daily contact with Lin Jingchen.
  • He joins Professor Jerry and nine other students on a week-long rainforest field trip to document plants and collect specimens. Their guide, Jem, is experienced but stern, and the group brings supplies and medicine for the hazardous terrain.
  • Bai recognizes plants mentioned in Lin Jingchen’s grandmother’s notebook. As the group travels deeper into the forest, insects bite several students despite warnings to avoid stopping carelessly.
  • After Jem and the professor reprimand the group, a student screams: a highly venomous Blue-Scaled Purple-Tailed Snake is coiled around her neck. Jem orders everyone to stay still and begins approaching her.

Character developments and interactions

  • Bai is increasingly settled and focused on his studies, though he still depends on translation earbuds at times. His daily calls with Lin Jingchen help ease their separation.
  • Bill acts as a protective roommate, offering Bai practical safety advice.
  • Jem’s initially intimidating appearance gives way to respect for his expertise and conscientiousness. He keeps the students safe through clear instructions, route markers, and attention to injuries.
  • The students’ curiosity and fatigue lead some to ignore safety rules, prompting Jem’s and Professor Jerry’s stern corrections. The crisis forces them to rely on Jem’s calm authority.

Significant themes

  • Caution and responsibility: The chapter repeatedly shows that warnings matter, especially in unfamiliar and dangerous environments.
  • Knowledge versus recklessness: The students’ academic interest in the rainforest must be balanced with respect for its hazards.
  • Care and connection: Bill’s concern and Bai’s ongoing contact with Lin Jingchen underscore the support Bai receives while living far from home.
  • Suspense and survival: The sudden appearance of a deadly snake turns a field expedition into an immediate test of composure and trust.

Ch. 142I Want To

Key plot points and events

  • Jem rescues a student from a highly venomous Blue-Scaled Purple-Tailed Snake by luring it with meat coated in medicinal powder, then grabbing and throwing it away.
  • The professor warns the students that the snake is rare, protected, and capable of killing a person within an hour.
  • Jem discovers the student’s perfume attracted the snake and warns her not to use scented products in the forest, since they can draw dangerous animals and insects.
  • The group moves deeper into the rainforest, where they observe abundant wildlife and plants while carefully avoiding disturbances.
  • Their route is blocked by a vast swamp, likely formed by recent heavy rain. The professor warns of its hazards, including dangerous animals and parasites, but the group needs to find a way around it to continue their research.

Character developments

  • The rescued student is shaken by her near-death experience and becomes more aware of how her choices can endanger the group.
  • Jem proves calm, knowledgeable, and decisive under pressure, though his stern manner intimidates the students.
  • The students’ curiosity gives way to caution as they grasp how dangerous the rainforest is.

Significant themes

  • Nature’s beauty and danger: The rainforest is rich in remarkable plants and animals, but its hazards can be sudden and deadly.
  • Knowledge and responsibility: Understanding the environment—and following safety guidance—is essential for survival.
  • Exploration and risk: The researchers are eager to continue, yet must balance discovery against the dangers of pressing farther into unexplored terrain.

Character interactions

  • Jem directs the rescue while communicating quietly with the frightened student so she will not startle the snake.
  • Afterward, he confronts her about the perfume and explains its risks; she responds nervously but complies.
  • The professor educates the group about the snake and the swamp, while Jem leads them onward and the students follow more cautiously.

Ch. 143Climb up

Plot points and events

  • Jem proposes bypassing an impassable swamp by climbing a roughly ten-meter cliff. He offers to climb first, secure a rope, and have a fit student help.
  • The professor initially recommends turning back because the climb is risky. The students split into opposing camps: some want to continue the rare research trip; others would rather avoid danger.
  • Their disagreement grows heated, and the professor has to separate two students before the argument turns physical.
  • Bai Chen is asked to choose a side, but admits he could not follow the rapid conversation through his translation earpiece. Li also refuses to choose and defers to the professor.
  • Jem explains that returning would be difficult but manageable: his son, who knows the terrain, can guide those who want to leave. The professor decides the students may return with Jem’s son while he continues with those committed to their projects.

Character developments and interactions

  • The professor shows how deeply his lifelong passion for plant research drives him: despite his age and the danger, he intends to continue. He tries to manage the students fairly rather than force everyone to make the same choice.
  • Jem is practical and offers options instead of dismissing either side: a rope-assisted climb onward or a guided return.
  • The students reveal sharply different attitudes toward risk. One argues that research requires perseverance; another insists that avoiding needless danger is sensible. Their exchange becomes personal and nearly violent before the professor intervenes.
  • Bai Chen is caught off guard when asked to weigh in, while Li tries to stay neutral. Both avoid choosing until the professor takes responsibility for the decision.

Significant themes

  • Perseverance versus caution: The chapter asks whether pursuing a rare opportunity justifies taking risks.
  • Individual choice and responsibility: The professor’s compromise lets students decide whether to continue or return.
  • Passion and sacrifice: The professor’s determination shows how research can become a consuming, lifelong commitment.

Ch. 144I'll go.

Key plot points and events

  • In the humid rainforest, the professor lets the students decide whether to continue deeper or return, warning that fieldwork can involve greater dangers than they have faced so far.
  • Seven students initially choose to continue and three choose to turn back. One hesitant girl decides to go; her friend, reluctant but worried about being judged, follows her. The bespectacled student who wanted to return is goaded by Sheng and agrees to continue out of anger.
  • Uncle Jem prepares to help the group cross a cliff using a thin-looking but exceptionally strong polyethylene rope. As it gets late, he asks for a fit student to help carry supplies up.
  • Sheng, who had earlier urged others forward, claims he is too unwell to help. After the others also refuse, Bai Chen volunteers. Jem accepts, and Bai follows him up the cliff.

Character developments

  • The hesitant girl finds enough courage to pursue her curiosity about the rainforest, while her friend’s choice is driven more by social pressure than confidence.
  • The bespectacled student is provoked into continuing, showing how pride and anger can override his original judgment.
  • Sheng’s bravado is exposed as self-serving when he avoids the practical risk he expects others to take.
  • Bai Chen emerges as cautious but self-reliant: he volunteers partly because he prefers to trust himself rather than depend on others.

Significant themes

  • Courage and fear: The chapter distinguishes considered caution from bravery, while showing that fear can be overcome—or masked by pride.
  • Peer pressure and responsibility: Students’ choices are shaped by how others might judge them, and those who talk boldly do not necessarily accept responsibility.
  • Fieldwork’s risks and rewards: The professor frames danger as part of research beyond the laboratory, but emphasizes that each person must weigh the risks.
  • Time and cooperation: The approaching night makes indecision costly and reveals how little the group can rely on one another.

Character interactions

  • The professor advises rather than forces the students, and cautions them about the possibility of injury.
  • Sheng insults those who hesitate and pressures the bespectacled student, but then refuses Jem’s request for help.
  • The two girls influence each other’s decisions: one chooses to continue, and the other follows despite her fear.
  • The group’s reluctance frustrates Jem, while Bai Chen’s willingness earns Jem’s approval and begins their climb.

Ch. 145Run!

Key events

  • Jem leads Bai Chen up a difficult ten-meter cliff without a rope. Bai Chen struggles but persists; Jem reaches the top first, then helps pull him up. Jem rigs a rope so the professor and students can climb more safely.
  • Everyone reaches the summit, though some students suffer minor scrapes. Sheng defends Bai Chen and Jem when the bespectacled student complains; Jem’s blunt reminder that he was paid to help leaves the group awkward.
  • Jem guides the party down an easier route and hurries them toward open ground before nightfall, warning of dangerous insects and rotting trees.
  • A disturbed hornets’ nest unleashes an unusually large swarm. As the group flees, thick fog obscures the path and separates them. Bai Chen tries to warn the others but cannot make himself heard.
  • After escaping the hornets, Bai Chen finds himself alone. He searches and calls for the group, then decides not to risk re-entering the fog and instead camps for the night.
  • He builds a fire, prepares food and a makeshift weapon, and checks his phone, which has no signal. Unable to sleep, he rereads messages from Lin Jingchen and eventually dozes while remaining alert.

Character developments and interactions

  • Bai Chen shows grit and endurance during the climb, then uses caution and practical judgment when stranded. His isolation also makes him recognize how deeply attached he has become to Lin Jingchen.
  • Jem acts as a capable guide, helping Bai Chen and organizing the group’s ascent. His blunt professionalism, however, creates social discomfort.
  • Sheng openly defends Bai Chen and Jem against the complaining student, then shows concern for their injuries and thanks them.
  • The professor prioritizes the students’ safety, insists on going last during the climb, and keeps the group moving together.
  • Bai Chen and Lin Jingchen are apart, but their daily messages become a source of comfort and reveal Bai Chen’s growing fear of losing the relationship.

Significant themes

  • Survival and uncertainty: The group faces hazardous terrain, venomous insects, darkness, and disorientation; Bai Chen must make careful choices with limited supplies.
  • Courage and responsibility: Bai Chen keeps climbing despite fear and later focuses on staying alive rather than taking a reckless risk.
  • Attachment and vulnerability: The crisis clarifies Bai Chen’s feelings for Lin Jingchen, overturning his earlier belief that he could easily leave the relationship.
  • Group tension and gratitude: The students depend on Jem and Bai Chen, yet Jem’s matter-of-fact response to their thanks exposes the awkwardness between paid duty and personal appreciation.

Ch. 146On the Brink of Despair

Chapter summary

Bai Chen wakes in the jungle with a badly swollen arm after a hornet sting. With only alcohol to treat it, he painfully removes the stinger, drains the wound, and disinfects it. He then tries to retrace the group’s route, tying ribbons and calling for his classmates, but finds no one. His poor sense of direction leaves him uncertain whether he is following the right path; he finds only a few markers and occasional belongings.
After waiting four days for someone to find him, Bai Chen sets out again when his supplies run low. He finds a dirty stream and fills his bottles, reluctant to drink from it unless necessary. By the fifteenth day, his food is gone, and he survives by gathering fruit, catching fish and shrimp, and trapping small animals. He boils water and cooks what he catches. Exhausted and increasingly despairing, he narrowly escapes a huge python by noticing it in time and throwing a torch.
On the sixteenth day, Bai Chen spots a backpack and approaches, hopeful that he has found another person. Instead, he discovers a male student’s mutilated, lifeless body. The shock makes him collapse. He fears the other classmates may also be dead or trapped without their guide. Overwhelmed by panic, he slaps himself to force himself to regain control.

Character development and interactions

  • Bai Chen shifts from cautious, hopeful searching to desperate self-reliance. He uses practical survival skills but struggles with fear, loneliness, and mounting despair. After finding the body, he tries to steady himself rather than surrender to panic.
  • The other students and teachers remain absent; Bai Chen finds only their markers, dropped belongings, and, finally, one dead student. His lack of contact with them intensifies his uncertainty and fear.

Significant themes

  • Survival under isolation: Bai Chen must make difficult choices about injury, water, food, and danger with little equipment or support.
  • Hope versus despair: He repeatedly sustains himself by imagining rescue or escape, but each failed search erodes his optimism.
  • The fragility of life: The student’s death transforms the jungle from a harsh environment into a potentially fatal trap.
  • Self-control amid fear: Bai Chen’s slap marks a deliberate effort to regain composure when panic threatens to overwhelm him.

Ch. 147Don't Be Afraid

Key plot points and events

  • After finding a dead classmate, Bai Chen leaves the body behind, promising to return for it if he escapes. With no clear route out, he focuses on staying alive rather than searching blindly for others.
  • He has been lost in the rainforest for seventeen days. He marks his chosen routes with red ribbons and hopes either to find survivors or to reach a place with phone reception; his battery is down to thirty percent.
  • Hearing what may be a hallucinated cry for help, Bai Chen tests himself by pinching his arm. The voice persists, and frantic knocking leads him to a blonde girl trapped in a foul-smelling, five-meter-deep mud pit.
  • He gives her his remaining water and warns her to drink slowly. She recognizes him and begs him to save her. Bai Chen promises to return with something to help, reassuring her when she fears he will abandon her.
  • He searches nearby for a way to reach her and climbs a tree to cut sturdy usnea vines. A mischievous monkey climbs onto him, pulls his hair, and distracts him, but Bai Chen perseveres and gets the vines.

Character developments

  • Bai Chen moves from grief and uncertainty toward a determined survival strategy. Though frightened and exhausted, he stays practical, monitors the girl’s condition, and risks climbing a tree to rescue her.
  • The girl is revealed to be severely dehydrated and near collapse after being trapped for an unknown length of time. Her fear and desperation show how vulnerable she is, but her recognition of Bai Chen suggests they know each other.
  • The monkey provides a brief comic nuisance, behaving playfully and persistently while Bai Chen is in danger.

Significant themes

  • Survival and perseverance: Bai Chen’s resolve to live shapes his decisions, even when the forest offers little certainty.
  • Hope amid isolation: The possibility of another survivor renews his purpose after days alone.
  • Trust and responsibility: Bai Chen commits to helping the girl despite his own precarious situation.
  • Nature as both threat and obstacle: The rainforest’s miasma, dangerous terrain, and unpredictable wildlife complicate every attempt to survive.

Character interactions

  • Bai Chen addresses the dead classmate with regret and promises to seek help if he escapes.
  • He calls out to the unseen voice, then reassures the trapped girl, shares his water, and promises he will not leave her behind.
  • The monkey pesters Bai Chen as he climbs, turning a rescue effort into a painful struggle he must endure.

Ch. 148Eating Dirt

Plot points and events

  • Bai Chen catches the monkey that had pulled out several tufts of his hair. Angry and tempted to kill it for food, he restrains himself because it is a protected animal.
  • He tests a bundle of vines, lowers it into the pit, and anchors the other end to a tree.
  • Sha grips the vines and helps climb while Bai Chen hauls her upward. The vines cut into his palms, but he successfully pulls her out.
  • Once Sha recovers, she explains that she had been separated from Sally in thick fog and accidentally fell into the pit. She had been trapped there for seventeen days, with no food or water, and survived the final three days by eating dirt.

Character developments

  • Bai Chen is furious about losing his hair but shows restraint by sparing the monkey. He also risks injury to rescue Sha.
  • Sha is exhausted and overwhelmed after her ordeal, but manages to cooperate in her rescue. Her account reveals how desperate and resilient she has been.

Significant themes

  • Survival and endurance: Sha’s desperate effort to live contrasts with Bai Chen’s practical rescue work.
  • Compassion and restraint: Bai Chen helps a stranger and controls his anger rather than harming the monkey.
  • Hope after suffering: Sha’s rescue marks a sudden turn from near-death to safety.

Character interactions

  • Bai Chen briefly intimidates the monkey, then releases it.
  • He calls instructions to Sha and pulls her out, while she follows his directions and pushes against the pit wall.
  • Afterward, Bai Chen asks about her companions; Sha’s sorrowful answer reveals her separation from Sally and the hardships she endured.

Ch. 149Was it you who wanted to kill us?

Plot points and events

  • After 17 days lost in a supernatural rainforest, Bai Chen finds Sha, a severely weakened classmate who has just climbed out of a pit. Both have run out of supplies and see little chance of escape.
  • Sha is too weak to walk and fears being left alone. Bai promises to stay nearby, gives her a sharpened stick for protection, and builds a fire to help ward off dangerous animals.
  • Bai ventures out for food, carefully marking his route so he can return. He kills a large monitor lizard in a struggle, fills his water bottles at a stream, and gathers wild pitcher plants.
  • He returns safely with the lizard, which he begins preparing as their dinner. Sha thanks him, recognizing that she depends on his resourcefulness.
  • Bai tells Sha that Kord, a top student from their major, is dead: Bai found his mutilated, partly eaten body several days earlier.
  • Horrified by the news and convinced they will be killed too, Sha panics, speaks incoherently about a ghost, and scratches at herself. Bai restrains her to prevent further injury.

Character developments

  • Bai Chen has become hardened and practical after repeated brushes with death. He accepts that survival may require killing and eating unpleasant prey, but still tries to protect Sha and give her hope.
  • Sha is physically and emotionally near collapse. She trusts Bai and finds reassurance in his presence, but Kord’s death overwhelms her and triggers a breakdown.
  • Kord, though absent, is revealed to have died violently; his death makes the danger of the rainforest immediate and personal.

Character interactions

  • Bai comforts Sha, promises not to abandon her, and equips her to defend herself while he searches for food.
  • Sha admires Bai’s competence and feels safer with him, despite her fear of being alone.
  • Their gratitude and mutual dependence deepen: Bai is relieved to have found another living person, while Sha sees him as her protector.
  • The chapter ends with Bai physically holding Sha back as she panics and accuses him of wanting to kill them.

Significant themes

  • Survival and sacrifice: Staying alive means accepting danger, hunger, and morally uncomfortable choices.
  • Isolation and dependence: The rainforest’s disorienting, inescapable quality makes companionship essential.
  • Hope amid despair: Bai encourages Sha—and himself—to keep trying, even though rescue seems unlikely.
  • Trauma and fear: Prolonged hardship and the discovery of Kord’s death push Sha past her breaking point.

Ch. 150Something was wrong.

Key plot points and events

  • Bai Chen restrains the exhausted girl when she hallucinates, panics, and bites his arm. He splashes her with water, helping her regain awareness; she apologizes, and he explains that exhaustion and hallucinogenic gas caused the episode.
  • They spend the night by a fire. Bai Chen shares roasted meat with her, though its foul taste makes her struggle to eat. She asks about his boyfriend, but he keeps the relationship private.
  • The next day, they encounter Jem, their former guide. He claims he has been searching for them and says their professor and classmates are nearby, offering to lead them back.
  • Bai Chen distrusts Jem despite his familiar appearance and calm behavior. When Jem takes them across dangerous, uneven ground beside a steep slope, Bai Chen pulls the girl behind him and secretly warns her that something may be wrong. She is frightened, but he remains unsure whether Jem is actually dangerous.

Character developments

  • Bai Chen remains practical and protective, caring for the girl despite her attacking him. His suspicion of Jem shows his caution and willingness to question an apparent rescue.
  • The girl shifts from panic and disorientation to remorse and dependence on Bai Chen. Though relieved to see Jem, she follows Bai Chen’s warning and begins to trust his judgment.
  • Jem reappears looking remarkably unaffected by their time in the jungle. His assurances seem helpful, but his choice of route raises Bai Chen’s suspicions.

Significant themes

  • Survival and resilience: The pair endure hunger, exhaustion, and psychological strain with limited supplies.
  • Trust and uncertainty: Jem may be their route to safety, yet Bai Chen cannot ignore signs of danger.
  • Care under pressure: Bai Chen protects the girl even after she injures him, while she responds with guilt and gratitude.
  • Isolation and longing: Beside the fire, Bai Chen briefly imagines the comfort of home and his partner, only to face the threatening rainforest again.

Character interactions

  • Bai Chen restrains and revives the girl, then accepts her apology without reproach.
  • He shares food with her and politely refuses to discuss his boyfriend.
  • The girl eagerly asks Jem to take them home, while Bai Chen questions Jem’s appearance and intentions.
  • As Jem leads them toward the slope, Bai Chen shields the girl and warns her discreetly; she asks what he will do, leaving their next move unresolved.

Ch. 151What Exactly Do You Want?

Plot points and events

  • Bai Chen and the girl suspect Jem and decide they cannot both make excuses to leave without raising his suspicions.
  • When Jem orders them to follow him, Bai Chen claims the girl needs the bathroom so she can get away. Jem allows her to go but tells her to return quickly.
  • The girl hides in nearby woods, frightened but hoping Bai Chen will be safe.
  • Alone with Jem, Bai Chen takes the dagger he used to kill the monitor lizard and conceals it in his sleeve.
  • Bai Chen confronts Jem: he doubts the professor is nearby because, after twenty days, the professor would likely have reported the students missing rather than searching in person. He also recalls Jem knocking down the hornets’ nest.
  • Jem denies wrongdoing and tells Bai Chen to put the knife away, then advances toward him. Bai Chen backs away and threatens to kill Jem if he comes closer.

Character developments

  • Bai Chen shifts from cautious suspicion to open confrontation. Though aware he is physically outmatched, he prepares to defend himself and stays focused under pressure.
  • The girl is deeply frightened but chooses to leave so she will not complicate Bai Chen’s attempt to handle Jem alone. She remains nearby, unable to stop worrying about him.
  • Jem appears calm and dismissive, but his insistence that Bai Chen follow him and his approach after the accusation intensify the sense that he may be dangerous.

Significant themes

  • Trust and deception: Bai Chen weighs Jem’s claims against the timeline and past events.
  • Courage under threat: Bai Chen acts despite low odds, while the girl’s departure is also an act of concern for him.
  • Isolation and vulnerability: Separated from the others, the two young characters must face an adult whose intentions are unclear.

Character interactions

  • Bai Chen protects the girl by inventing an excuse for her, then urges her to leave quickly.
  • Jem permits her to go but remains cold and watchful.
  • Bai Chen challenges Jem’s story and threatens him with the dagger; Jem responds by dismissing the threat and moving closer, escalating their standoff.

Ch. 152Counterattack

Plot points and events

  • Jem mocks Bai Chen and attacks him with a stun baton, seemingly unconcerned about dying.
  • Though outmatched, Bai Chen uses a low tree branch to distract Jem, cuts his wrist, and knocks the baton away.
  • Jem strikes Bai Chen and eventually tackles him, taking his dagger. He stabs Bai Chen in the thigh while Bai Chen struggles to keep the blade from his throat.
  • Near collapse, Bai Chen suddenly rallies and punches Jem repeatedly. A powerful impact sends Jem over the cliff.
  • Bai Chen survives by grabbing a branch, but lies on the ground badly injured and exhausted.

Character developments

  • Bai Chen, inexperienced and wounded, shows resourcefulness and a fierce instinct to survive. His desperation turns into a sudden, forceful counterattack.
  • Jem’s confidence and cruelty peak as he prepares to kill Bai Chen, but his underestimation of his opponent leaves him vulnerable.

Significant themes

  • Survival and desperation: Bai Chen fights on despite severe pain and fading awareness.
  • Turning the tables: Quick thinking and persistence briefly overcome a major difference in strength.
  • The cost of survival: Bai Chen wins the encounter but is left seriously injured and uncertain whether the danger is truly over.

Character interactions

  • Jem taunts and attacks Bai Chen, revealing that someone has paid to have him killed.
  • Bai Chen relies on the terrain to evade and counter Jem, then fights him at close quarters.
  • Their struggle ends when Jem falls from the cliff; Bai Chen remains alone, incapacitated but alive.

Ch. 153You were only a victim

Plot points and events

  • Lin Jingchen finds Bai Chen gravely injured and unconscious after his ordeal in the Rainforest. He checks that Bai Chen is alive, treats his wounds, and carries him out himself despite being exhausted.
  • Bai Chen wakes briefly in Lin’s arms. They share a tender, teasing reunion, but Bai Chen soon worries about the others. Lin tells him the professor and classmates are safe, though one classmate died after being stung by bees and then attacked by wild animals.
  • Bai Chen learns that Jem targeted Lin because Lin’s brother had taken business from Jem’s employer. Feeling responsible for the classmate’s death, Bai Chen worries about apologizing to the victim’s family. Lin insists Bai Chen was also a victim and promises to accompany him when he goes.
  • At a local hospital, Bai Chen wakes and devours the porridge Lin brought. Lin notices how thin he has become and suspects he is hiding how difficult survival was. Bai Chen downplays his suffering to spare Lin further worry.
  • Lin urges Bai Chen to return home, revealing how deeply afraid he is of losing him. Bai Chen agrees, reassuring Lin that he is not like Lin’s father.

Character developments

  • Lin Jingchen is overwhelmed by fear, guilt, and relief. His determination to protect Bai Chen is clear in his refusal to let anyone else carry him, his attentive care, and his insistence that Bai Chen return with him.
  • Bai Chen remains affectionate and resilient, but his survival has left him injured, exhausted, and burdened by guilt over his classmate’s death. He hides the full extent of his hardships to protect Lin from worry.
  • The girl who accompanied Bai Chen quietly observes his softer, loving side when he is reunited with Lin.

Significant themes

  • Love expressed through care and protection: Lin’s devotion appears in his actions as much as his words.
  • Survivor’s guilt and responsibility: Bai Chen feels accountable for a death caused by Jem’s actions, even though he was also a target and victim.
  • Trauma concealed to spare loved ones: Bai Chen minimizes his suffering, while Lin recognizes that he has endured far more than he admits.
  • Vulnerability and reassurance: Their reunion shows that even resilient people need comfort and support.

Character interactions

  • Lin carries and tends to Bai Chen, while Bai Chen clings to him and jokes with him, revealing their intimacy and mutual affection.
  • Lin comforts Bai Chen about the classmate’s death and offers to face the victim’s family with him.
  • At the hospital, Lin feeds Bai Chen and urges him to come home; Bai Chen responds by embracing him and reassuring him.

Ch. 154You're so good to me

Plot points

  • Lin Jingchen realizes his earlier insistence that Bai Chen return home may have frightened him. He apologizes, admitting he becomes controlling when Bai Chen’s safety is at stake.
  • Bai Chen reassures him and willingly agrees to go home, valuing Lin Jingchen’s and his family’s peace of mind over staying in a place he likes.
  • Lin Jingchen refuses to rest, still anxious after Jem’s death and worried another threat may appear. Bai Chen teases him about his tired appearance and encourages him to sleep.
  • Their conversation turns to Bai Chen’s sister Bai Chichi’s upcoming wedding. They joke about wedding gifts, handsome men, and Lin Jingchen offering himself.
  • Bai Chen admits he wants their relationship to become more intimate, even though he does not feel fully ready. Lin Jingchen kisses him, and Bai Chen playfully insists he should take the dominant role.
  • Lin Jingchen agrees, delighting Bai Chen—though the closing narration hints that Bai Chen’s confidence about “turning the tables” is misplaced.

Character development and interactions

  • Lin Jingchen shows how fear for Bai Chen can break through his usual self-control. His protectiveness is sincere, but he recognizes that it can become overbearing. He remains deeply attached and reluctant to leave Bai Chen alone.
  • Bai Chen responds with reassurance and consideration, choosing to compromise out of love rather than resentment. He also becomes more open about wanting intimacy and takes the initiative in expressing it.
  • Their relationship is affectionate and reciprocal: Bai Chen acknowledges Lin Jingchen’s sacrifices, while Lin Jingchen seeks reassurance and closeness. Their playful teasing eases the tension and leads to a more vulnerable exchange.

Significant themes

  • Love as mutual sacrifice: Neither partner should be the only one making concessions.
  • Protectiveness versus control: Lin Jingchen’s concern comes from love, but he is aware of the danger of letting it become overbearing.
  • Trust and intimacy: Bai Chen expresses willingness to deepen their relationship, while the teasing ending foreshadows that his assumptions may not match reality.

Ch. 155No more.

Plot points and events

  • While hospitalized, Bai Chen insists that Lin Jingchen share his bed and hold him as he sleeps. Lin Jingchen agrees, delighted by Bai Chen’s unusually coy request.
  • After a month of recovery—with Lin staying by his side throughout—Bai Chen finishes his studies early and returns home with Lin for his sister Bai Chichi’s wedding.
  • Bai Chen spends several days talking with Chichi and finally tells her the heartfelt things he has held back. She cries at his emotional words, teasing him for being sentimental.
  • At the wedding, Bai Chen quietly watches Chichi exchange vows. Seeing her in her gown stirs a fleeting, unclear image of an unknown person, leaving him briefly uneasy.
  • Bai Chen and Lin return to G City the day after the wedding. Bai Chen agrees to stay at Lin’s apartment.
  • The morning after their first night together, Bai Chen complains that Lin broke his promises about taking things slowly. Lin apologizes, and Bai Chen forgives him with a warning not to repeat it.
  • Bai Chen prepares for an exam before moving his belongings. Lin helps pack in the dorm and meets Bai Chen’s roommate Lin Sen, who is stunned to learn that Lin is Bai Chen’s boyfriend and that Bai Chen is moving in with him.

Character developments and interactions

  • Bai Chen shows greater openness and affection toward Lin, asking to be held and later sharing long-overdue feelings with his sister. He also displays a sharper, teasing side when confronting Lin about their night together.
  • Lin remains attentive and devoted, caring for Bai Chen during his recovery and in small morning routines. His enthusiasm for Bai Chen is tempered by an apologetic response when he realizes he went too far.
  • Chichi’s emotional reaction reflects the closeness she and Bai Chen have rebuilt through honest conversation.
  • Lin Sen’s surprise at the relationship and move-in news provides a humorous outsider’s perspective on Bai Chen and Lin’s unexpected pairing.

Significant themes

  • Intimacy and trust: Bai Chen becomes more comfortable expressing affection, while the couple negotiates boundaries and accountability.
  • Family bonds and emotional honesty: Bai Chen’s candid conversation with Chichi helps deepen their relationship.
  • Unresolved memory: The wedding briefly awakens a mysterious image in Bai Chen’s mind, hinting at a past connection or buried memory.
  • Domestic commitment: Bai Chen’s decision to move in with Lin marks a new step in their relationship.

Ch. 156Memories

Key plot points and events

  • Bai Chen tells his dormmate Lin Sen that he will leave the dorm next semester. Lin Sen warns him that Lin Jingchen may be calculating, but Bai Chen says he trusts him.
  • Bai Chen moves into Lin Jingchen’s apartment. They remain happy together, though Bai Chen insists on sleeping separately after an exhausting night together.
  • While checking the teahouse accounts, Bai Chen is lightly injured in a bicycle accident and follows the elderly rider to his nearby traditional-medicine clinic.
  • A photograph in the clinic triggers Bai Chen’s lost memories. He realizes that his life was bought at the cost of his sister Bai Xi’s sacrifice, and is overwhelmed by grief and guilt.
  • Lin Jingchen finds him using the phone tracker. Bai Chen returns home with him, withdrawn and unwilling to explain what happened.
  • Lin Jingchen eventually asks whether Bai Chen remembers. Bai Chen confirms it, but says he does not blame Lin Jingchen and postpones their conversation until the next day.
  • That night, Bai Chen wakes from a nightmare about his parents and sister and approaches the balcony, saying he wants to go home to them. Lin Jingchen panics and pleads with him not to harm himself.
  • Lin Jingchen reminds him that Bai Xi gave her life so he could live. Bai Chen breaks down, expressing that he cannot bear a life imposed on him through guilt. Lin Jingchen holds him and promises to stay with him and seek treatment.

Character developments

  • Bai Chen shifts from contentment and trust to profound despair after recovering his memories. His grief over Bai Xi’s death becomes entangled with guilt and the belief that his life does not belong to him. He shows signs of being at risk of self-harm.
  • Lin Jingchen moves from anxious partner to desperate caretaker. Afraid that Bai Chen will reject him after learning the truth, he apologizes and offers comfort, then urgently tries to keep him safe.
  • Lin Sen acts as a protective friend, voicing concerns about Lin Jingchen while ultimately accepting Bai Chen’s judgment.
  • The elderly practitioner unintentionally becomes the catalyst for Bai Chen’s memories to return.

Significant themes

  • Memory and painful truth: The return of Bai Chen’s memories abruptly overturns the life he believed he had.
  • Grief, guilt, and sacrifice: Bai Chen struggles to accept that Bai Xi’s death enabled his survival.
  • Love and dependence: Lin Jingchen’s devotion is sincere, but Bai Chen’s crisis reveals the limits of love alone as a remedy for deep trauma.
  • The value of living: Bai Chen cannot yet see his life as his own, while Lin Jingchen urges him to honor Bai Xi’s wish by continuing to live.

Character interactions

  • Lin Sen quietly warns Bai Chen about Lin Jingchen; Bai Chen responds with trust.
  • Lin Jingchen repeatedly checks on Bai Chen, apologizes for concealing the truth, and gives him space when he asks to rest.
  • During the balcony crisis, Lin Jingchen pleads with Bai Chen, invokes Bai Xi’s sacrifice, and finally restrains and comforts him as he breaks down.

Ch. 157Let's go together

Plot points

  • Bai Chen wakes after a difficult night and admits, indirectly, how deeply his depression and insomnia affect him. Lin Jingchen insists on accompanying him to seek care and reassures him of his love.
  • Over the next three years, Lin supports Bai Chen through therapy, medication, sleepless nights, and severe episodes. He helps him feel secure, takes him traveling, and proposes during a trip to Yunnan. Bai Chen’s condition gradually stabilizes; he graduates, joins a botanical research institute, and begins rebuilding his life.
  • Gu Yun takes control of the Gu Group, while Gu Zhengde and Gu Cheng’s mother go to prison. Gu Yun and Li Xingzhu have become a couple. When Gu Yun reunites with Bai Chen, he expresses concern about Bai Chen’s mental health; Bai Chen assures him that Lin has treated him well.
  • After meeting Gu Yun, Bai Chen is abducted by Gu Cheng. Gu Cheng, desperate and vengeful, tries to force Bai Chen to lure Lin Jingchen into a trap. Bai Chen refuses, despite being threatened and beaten.
  • Gu Cheng sends Lin a video. Lin agrees to surrender his life and transfer his assets in exchange for Bai Chen’s release. Bai Chen tries to signal that Lin should not come, but cannot speak.
  • While guarded, Bai Chen secretly cuts his bindings and nearly escapes. He overpowers Gu Cheng and threatens him, but Gu Cheng triggers explosives hidden at the site. As the building erupts, Gu Cheng drags Bai Chen down and holds him beneath falling debris.

Character developments and interactions

  • Bai Chen remains vulnerable to depression but makes steady progress with Lin’s support. In captivity, he displays striking resolve: he refuses to betray Lin, risks escape, and confronts Gu Cheng without showing fear.
  • Lin Jingchen is a devoted, patient caregiver and partner. His calm manner breaks when Bai Chen is threatened, and he agrees to Gu Cheng’s demands to protect him.
  • Gu Yun has matured into a composed business leader and is in a loving relationship with Li Xingzhu. His concern for Bai Chen reflects their continued friendship.
  • Gu Cheng has become disheveled, cruel, and consumed by resentment. His desire to punish Lin and recover power escalates into a suicidal act that endangers everyone.

Significant themes

  • The chapter emphasizes the importance of sustained love and support in living with mental illness, while showing recovery as gradual rather than immediate.
  • Bai Chen’s refusal to give up—both in rebuilding his life and resisting his captor—contrasts with Gu Cheng’s destructive fixation on revenge.
  • Love becomes both a source of strength and a vulnerability: Lin’s devotion comforts Bai Chen but also gives Gu Cheng leverage.
  • The chapter ends on a cliffhanger, leaving Bai Chen’s fate uncertain after the explosions and collapse.

Ch. 158The finale

Plot and key events

  • Bai Chen dies in an explosion, haunted by memories of his family, friends, and Lin Jingchen. He wakes up years earlier, with his younger sister Bai Xi alive beside him.
  • Realizing it is July 10—the day his parents died in a traffic accident—he urgently calls them and alerts the traffic authorities about the drunk truck driver. His parents avoid the fatal crash; the driver still dies in a separate accident, but the police clear the area before further harm occurs.
  • Bai Chen begins a new life, studies Plant Studies, and works to save the research he had started in the other world. Though his family is safe, he grieves for Lin Jingchen and wonders whether that world and their relationship were real.
  • He remains devoted to Lin, gently turning down a college classmate’s confession. Later, he opens a teahouse in Yunnan, collects plant specimens, and helps his parents enjoy retirement, while avoiding their attempts to arrange a partner for him.
  • Years of longing take a severe toll on Bai Chen’s mental health. On the anniversary of meeting Lin, he travels to Tibet. There, Lin appears and calls him “Little boss.” They reunite in an embrace, and Bai Chen confirms Lin is real.

Character development and interactions

  • Bai Chen shifts from a life marked by loss to one of renewed purpose, saving his parents and caring for his family. Yet he cannot move on from Lin; he keeps Lin’s advice about eating and preserves his love even while separated from him.
  • Bai Xi returns to her lively, teasing younger-self role. She worries about Bai Chen’s strange distress and offers him money she won from him, while he embraces her with relief.
  • Bai Chen’s parents respond to his warning, survive the accident, and later support him, though they worry about his reluctance to settle down.
  • The college student who confesses to Bai Chen recognizes the depth of his love for someone else and wishes him well.
  • Lin’s return resolves the separation: he meets Bai Chen with warmth, and their reunion offers both men comfort and reassurance.

Significant themes

  • Second chances and fate: Bai Chen can change his family’s tragedy, though he cannot control every consequence.
  • Love and grief: His devotion to Lin persists across years and worlds, bringing both pain and hope.
  • Memory and belonging: Bai Chen questions whether Lin and their shared life were real, until their reunion gives him certainty.
  • Ordinary happiness: The ending suggests that a modest life can be fulfilling when shared with the people one loves.

Ch. 159Extra.

Plot points and events

  • Lin Jingchen arrives at the warehouse just as an explosion engulfs Bai Chen and Gu Cheng.
  • Despite warnings, he rushes into the burning building and searches frantically through the smoke and debris.
  • He finds Bai Chen unconscious beside a collapsed storage rack; Gu Cheng lies nearby, burned beyond recognition.
  • Lin Jingchen discovers that Bai Chen is dead. Overcome with grief, he holds, kisses, and weeps over him, then says he will join him.
  • The flames consume Lin Jingchen and Bai Chen together. The author’s closing note confirms the main story is finished and hints that Xiao Zhao and Milne may have their own romance in a future book.

Character developments

  • Lin Jingchen abandons his usual composure and self-control when faced with Bai Chen’s apparent death. His actions reveal the depth of his love and his inability to imagine life without him.
  • Bai Chen remains central to Lin Jingchen’s emotional world, though he is unconscious and does not speak in this passage.
  • Gu Cheng is found dead at the scene, with no further explanation of his role in the explosion.

Character interactions

  • Assistant Wang tries to restrain Lin Jingchen, warning him that the warehouse is too dangerous, but Lin Jingchen pushes past him to reach Bai Chen.
  • Lin Jingchen’s final interaction with Bai Chen is intimate and grief-stricken: he holds and kisses him, then chooses to stay with him in the flames.

Significant themes

  • Devotion and tragic love: Lin Jingchen’s love is presented as absolute, extending to his decision to die alongside Bai Chen.
  • Grief and loss: The scene focuses on the shock and helplessness of losing someone irreplaceable.
  • Love beyond death: The ending frames their deaths as a reunion, though it is achieved through a tragic and destructive choice.
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