Arc 7A Lifetime With You

Shen Shuangjian and Xie Jinghui grew closer, weathering family objections and Shen Shuangjian’s serious illness before marrying. The story then returned to their first meeting and courtship, ending with Shen Shuangjian openly telling Xie Jinghui that he loved him.

  • Shen Shuangjian celebrated the Winter Solstice with Shen Sixian and Xie Jinghui, while Yu Sheng confessed his feelings and Xie Qingchi publicly said his own love had been one-sided.
  • Xie Jinghui gave Shen Shuangjian his grandmother’s sapphire ring, and Shen Shuangjian kissed him first, beginning their relationship.
  • After Shen Sixian discovered Shen Shuangjian’s bruises, he barred Xie Jinghui from the Shen Residence, but later let him join the family for New Year’s Eve.
  • Shen Shuangjian developed a dangerous fever that strained his heart, and Xie Jinghui and Shen Sixian stayed by him through his crisis and recovery.
  • Yu Sheng left the entertainment industry and later accepted that his love for Shen Shuangjian had ended, while Xie Jinghui continued caring for Shen Shuangjian.
  • Xie Jinghui and Shen Shuangjian registered their marriage in the Netherlands, and Shen Sixian brought Shen Shuangjian back to Xie Jinghui after seeing how reluctant he was to leave.
  • The story shifted back to their first meeting, when Shen Shuangjian met Xie Jinghui and later pursued him, ultimately asking him to marry him.
  • Xie Jinghui and Shen Shuangjian began dating and living together, and Xie Jinghui revealed he had loved Shen Shuangjian since seeing him at a funeral more than seven hundred days earlier.
  • After a video of them went viral, Shen Shuangjian told Xie Jinghui, “Shen Shuangjian likes Xie Jinghui.”
Chapters 151–175 Vol. 2 Read

Ch. 151Appearance, aroma, and flavor forfeited

After Xie Jinghui stopped when Shen Shuangjian could no longer bear the sensations, he washed and comforted him until he fell asleep. The next morning, Shen Shuangjian agreed to join the show’s finale livestream and ate breakfast with Xie Jinghui.

  • Shen Shuangjian could barely respond while Xie Jinghui held him, so Xie Jinghui stopped and washed him.
  • Xie Jinghui soothed Shen Shuangjian after carrying him to bed, and Shen Shuangjian fell asleep in his arms.
  • Shen Shuangjian woke the next morning and agreed to join the show’s finale livestream that afternoon.
  • Xie Jinghui helped Shen Shuangjian up for breakfast, where Shen Shuangjian curiously inspected Xie Jinghui’s plain, boiled food.

Ch. 152Only when autumn leaves and winter comes does frost turn cold; one startled glance back, and all things bloom in spring

Shen Shuangjian joined a livestream from a home he shared with Xie Jinghui, whose quiet care and easy conversation prompted viewers to speculate about their relationship. They decided to celebrate the winter solstice with hot pot and invite Shen Shuangjian’s brother.

  • Shen Shuangjian appeared on the livestream and greeted fans, who remarked on his gentler, more peaceful demeanor.
  • When asked where he was, Shen Shuangjian said he was at his home elsewhere.
  • Xie Jinghui brought Shen Shuangjian water and asked whether he wanted hot pot for the winter solstice.
  • Shen Shuangjian chose to invite his brother over rather than return to the Shen Residence.
  • Viewers reacted to Xie Jinghui’s presence and debated whether the two were lovers or close friends.

Ch. 153Our Zhizhi will live to a hundred

Shen Shuangjian returned to the Shen Residence with Xie Jinghui for a Winter Solstice hot pot, while Yu Sheng struggled to confess his feelings by message. Shen Sixian performed a hair-cutting ritual for Shen Shuangjian and led him inside, wishing that Zhizhi would live to a hundred.

  • Shen Shuangjian and Xie Jinghui arrived at the Shen Residence, where Shen Sixian was preparing tangyuan for their Winter Solstice meal.
  • Yu Sheng asked Shen Shuangjian whether he and Xie Jinghui were together, then sent a confession after Shen Shuangjian replied with a question mark.
  • Shen Sixian called Shen Shuangjian outside and draped his coat over him.
  • Shen Sixian cut a lock of Shen Shuangjian's hair and one of his own, tied them together with help from a lama, and tossed them into the fire.
  • Shen Sixian led Shen Shuangjian back inside, saying that after hot pot, their Zhizhi would live to a hundred.

Ch. 154Belated honesty

Shen Shuangjian burned his tongue and the corner of his eye during Winter Solstice hot pot, while Shen Sixian and Xie Jinghui tried to care for him. Online speculation about Xie Qingchi leaving the show peaked after he admitted his feelings for Shen Shuangjian had been one-sided and said he would stop bothering him, prompting a flood of ridicule.

  • Shen Shuangjian replied to Yu Sheng's Winter Solstice greeting without knowing Yu Sheng had recalled an earlier message.
  • Shen Sixian gave Shen Shuangjian a beef ball that scalded his tongue and the corner of his eye, and Xie Jinghui treated the burns with cold water and a wet towel.
  • Shen Shuangjian refused food while Shen Sixian and Xie Jinghui tried to coax him, and Shen Sixian blamed Xie Jinghui for suggesting hot pot.
  • A video about Xie Qingchi's departure from the show appeared on Weibo, where fans argued over whether his actions were driven by his feelings for Shen Shuangjian.
  • Xie Qingchi posted that leaving the show had nothing to do with Shen Shuangjian, admitted his feelings had been one-sided, and said he no longer wanted to bother him.
  • Xie Qingchi's confession drew a wave of mockery and criticism in his comments.

Ch. 155Grandfather and grandmother

Xie Jinghui brought Shen Shuangjian to the Xie Residence and shared memories of his grandparents and the pear tree his grandmother had hoped to see bloom. He placed his grandmother’s sapphire ring on Shen Shuangjian’s finger and resolved to spend his life helping him understand love.

  • Xie Jinghui coaxed Shen Shuangjian into visiting the Xie Residence on a pleasant day.
  • Xie Jinghui told Shen Shuangjian that his grandmother had urged his grandfather to keep living until the pear tree bloomed, though its roots had already rotted.
  • Xie Jinghui explained that his grandmother had given him a sapphire ring and told him to bring someone he loved to see her when he grew up.
  • Xie Jinghui realized that rubbing the ring while thinking of Shen Shuangjian was his way of offering his unsettled heart.
  • Xie Jinghui knelt beside Shen Shuangjian, placed the ring on his finger, and decided to spend his life explaining love to him.

Ch. 156Even the Author Was Baffled

After reading about love, Shen Shuangjian impulsively kissed Xie Jinghui, who carried him to bed and responded with overwhelming tenderness. The chapter ended with Xie Jinghui telling the tearful Shen Shuangjian that he had lost his ring.

  • Shen Shuangjian read a passage describing what it meant to fall for someone and thought about Xie Jinghui.
  • Shen Shuangjian caught Xie Jinghui by the collar and tentatively kissed him for the first time on his own initiative.
  • Xie Jinghui lifted Shen Shuangjian into his arms and carried him away, while Shen Shuangjian innocently clung to him.
  • Shen Shuangjian later searched frantically for his lost ring, and Xie Jinghui told him that it was gone.

Ch. 157Tired

After Xie Jinghui and Shen Shuangjian spent the night being intimate, Shen Shuangjian was left exhausted and refused to eat. Shen Sixian discovered his condition and took him away from Xie Jinghui, while the conflict between them remained unresolved.

  • Xie Jinghui stopped repeatedly to soothe Shen Shuangjian during their intimate night, but Shen Shuangjian was left too exhausted to get out of bed the next afternoon.
  • Xie Jinghui brought Shen Shuangjian congee and tried to persuade him to eat, but Shen Shuangjian refused all day.
  • Shen Sixian noticed Shen Shuangjian's exhaustion during a video call and hurried to Xie Jinghui's home.
  • Shen Sixian found Shen Shuangjian in bed, carried him downstairs, and called Xie Jinghui a beast.
  • Shen Sixian took Shen Shuangjian away in the car, unable to forcibly separate him from Xie Jinghui despite his anger.

Ch. 158New Year

Xie Jinghui spent weeks trying to see Shen Shuangjian after Shen Sixian banned him from the Shen Residence, until Shen Shuangjian brought him home for New Year. The three spent the holiday together, and Xie Jinghui received a red envelope from Shen Sixian after Shen Shuangjian offered to share his own.

  • After seeing Shen Shuangjian's bruises and hearing that Xie Jinghui had undone his trousers, Shen Sixian banned Xie Jinghui from the Shen Residence and forbade him from seeing Shen Shuangjian.
  • Xie Jinghui made repeated visits to the Shen Residence, but Shen Sixian or the household staff turned him away while he stayed in contact with Shen Shuangjian by phone and text.
  • Two days before New Year, Shen Shuangjian went outside and returned with Xie Jinghui, who said he had come to spend the holiday with the Shen Family.
  • Shen Sixian allowed Xie Jinghui to stay, and the three prepared New Year's Eve dinner together at the brightly decorated Shen Residence.
  • Shen Sixian gave Shen Shuangjian two red envelopes, and Shen Shuangjian offered Xie Jinghui half of the thicker one.
  • Xie Jinghui declined Shen Shuangjian's envelope, so Shen Sixian gave him a red envelope that he later filled with a thick stack of banknotes.

Ch. 159The temperature dropped in his city today

On New Year’s Day, Xie Jinghui took Shen Shuangjian to pay respects to his grandparents, where they unexpectedly encountered Xie Qingchi. Seeing Shen Shuangjian happy with Xie Jinghui, Xie Qingchi returned to New York, but a failed message revealed that he still loved Shen Shuangjian and had never truly let go.

  • Shen Shuangjian slept late after staying up for New Year’s Eve, and Xie Jinghui waited for him to wake before taking him out at noon.
  • Xie Jinghui brought Shen Shuangjian to pay respects to his grandparents and hoped to show them the person he wanted to spend his life with.
  • Xie Jinghui and Shen Shuangjian unexpectedly encountered Xie Qingchi, who saw their joined hands and passed them without speaking.
  • Xie Qingchi returned to New York that night, where he avoided reminders of Shen Shuangjian and convinced himself he had moved on.
  • After seeing the cold temperature in Shen Shuangjian’s city, Xie Qingchi tried to message him, but the message failed to send.
  • Xie Qingchi realized that he still loved Shen Shuangjian and that the love continued to hurt him.

Ch. 160Let's Go on a Date

Shen Shuangjian and Xie Jinghui settled into a peaceful life together, and Shen Shuangjian agreed to go on another date with him. While getting ready, they kissed, and the chapter recalled how Xie Jinghui’s past excesses had upset Shen Shuangjian and drawn Shen Sixian’s scolding.

  • Shen Shuangjian spent his days peacefully between his own home and the Shen Residence, with Xie Jinghui keeping him warm and close.
  • Shen Shuangjian agreed to go on a date with Xie Jinghui but woke late after they had fooled around the night before.
  • Xie Jinghui prepared Shen Shuangjian’s outfit, then kissed him in the walk-in closet after promising not to do anything else.
  • The chapter recalled how Xie Jinghui had once overwhelmed Shen Shuangjian, who later fled to Shen Sixian, and how Shen Sixian scolded Xie Jinghui afterward.
  • Xie Jinghui accepted Shen Sixian’s insults and remained content to care for Shen Shuangjian tenderly.

Ch. 161Their Relationship Goes Public

Xie Jinghui and Shen Shuangjian left a cinema holding hands, and paparazzi photos of their intimacy sent their relationship to the top of the trending searches. As fans argued online, Yu Sheng Studio announced that Yu Sheng was permanently suspending his work, and Yu Sheng confirmed the statement without explanation.

  • Xie Jinghui noticed Shen Shuangjian was bored and led him out of the theater, wrapping him in his scarf and coat as they decided to have dinner at home.
  • Paparazzi photographed Xie Jinghui and Shen Shuangjian holding hands, talking closely, and leaning together as they left the cinema.
  • The photos sent Shen Shuangjian’s relationship and the pairing tag to the top of the trending searches, where fans argued about the couple and discussed Yu Sheng.
  • Yu Sheng Studio announced that Yu Sheng would permanently suspend all work and activities and showed that his contracts had been terminated.
  • Yu Sheng reposted the announcement and said that everything in it was true.

Ch. 162Yu Sheng left the industry

Online debate over Yu Sheng leaving the industry gave way to Shen Shuangjian falling dangerously ill with a high fever that worsened his heart condition. As Shen Shuangjian was taken into the resuscitation room, Xie Jinghui revealed he had already decided to stay with him forever.

  • Online commenters argued over Yu Sheng's unrequited love, his departure from the industry, and how his feelings compared with Xie Jinghui's.
  • Shen Shuangjian became listless and developed a high fever despite taking medicine and receiving hospital treatment.
  • A doctor warned Shen Sixian that the persistent fever could worsen Shen Shuangjian's heart condition and trigger a cardiac episode.
  • After the fever strained Shen Shuangjian's heart, he was taken unconscious into the resuscitation room, leaving Shen Sixian and Xie Jinghui waiting outside.
  • Shen Sixian berated Xie Jinghui for sitting motionless, and Xie Jinghui said he had long decided to stay with Shen Shuangjian forever.

Ch. 163A life for a life, a hundred years to live

After Shen Shuangjian’s fever broke, the doctor reassured Shen Sixian and Xie Jinghui that he was out of immediate danger and criticized them for keeping him too sedentary. Alone beside Shen Shuangjian’s hospital bed, Shen Sixian wrestled with helplessness and begged the gods to spare his younger brother.

  • Shen Shuangjian’s fever broke after a night of treatment, and the doctor said he should recover barring complications.
  • Xie Jinghui and Shen Sixian described how carefully they had restricted Shen Shuangjian’s activities at home.
  • The doctor told them their overprotective care had weakened Shen Shuangjian and advised light exercise, good nutrition, and a regular routine.
  • The doctor said Shen Shuangjian could move to a regular ward that afternoon.
  • Shen Sixian held Shen Shuangjian’s hand and pleaded with Heaven to spare him from further suffering.

Ch. 164The wealthy elite

After recovering from a serious illness, Shen Shuangjian attended a charity auction with Xie Jinghui and Shen Sixian, and footage of the three together went viral. The chapter ends with fans joking about their wealthy-family image and comparing Shen Shuangjian to a cat who can tame wild beasts.

  • Xie Jinghui collapsed from exhaustion just as Shen Shuangjian woke, while Shen Sixian also became too dizzy to stand.
  • Shen Shuangjian stayed under hospital observation for half a month, then spent three months recovering at the Shen Residence.
  • Xie Jinghui and Shen Sixian took Shen Shuangjian to a charity auction for his first outing since his illness.
  • Fans found Shen Shuangjian on the auction guest list, and the live broadcast drew a flood of viewers.
  • Clips and edited images of Xie Jinghui, Shen Sixian, and Shen Shuangjian spread online, prompting fans to compare the two men to predators and Shen Shuangjian to a cat or animal tamer.

Ch. 165A glass of fresh milk

After recovering from a serious illness, Shen Shuangjian traveled to a seaside city with Shen Sixian and Xie Jinghui. There, Yu Sheng ran his shop and answered a customer’s question with a precise recipe that recalled an intimate memory.

  • Shen Sixian and Xie Jinghui took Shen Shuangjian to a seaside city after months of recovery at home.
  • Shen Shuangjian enjoyed the breeze from the car window as they passed Yu Sheng’s shop.
  • Yu Sheng noticed the passing car and heard someone call his name, but he set aside the strange feeling and went to speak with customers.
  • A customer asked Yu Sheng why he had opened the shop, and he said it was probably out of love.
  • Yu Sheng described the recipe for love as fresh milk with almonds microwaved for forty-three seconds.

Ch. 166So what is the limit of love?

Yu Sheng explained that the limit of love was the forty-three seconds he spent heating milk for Shen Shuangjian, then accepted that his unrequited love had ended. On a moonlit trip, Xie Jinghui teased and cherished Shen Shuangjian, who fell asleep in his lap as Xie Jinghui reflected on his devotion.

  • A girl asked Yu Sheng how much he loved someone, and he said the limit of love was the forty-three seconds it took to heat a glass of milk just right.
  • Yu Sheng told the girl he and Shen Shuangjian were not together and that he had failed to win him over.
  • Yu Sheng decided his love had ended because Shen Shuangjian's love had begun, and he let his memories remain with the sea.
  • At the seaside house, Xie Jinghui teased Shen Shuangjian beneath a blanket and said that Zhizhi had lost the ring again.
  • Shen Shuangjian fell asleep with his head on Xie Jinghui's knees, and Xie Jinghui thought that he would always favor and embrace him.

Ch. 167No match for willing surrender

Xie Jinghui secretly married Shen Shuangjian in the Netherlands, but Shen Sixian found out and dragged Shen Shuangjian away. Seeing Shen Shuangjian’s distress, Shen Sixian relented and brought him back to Xie Jinghui.

  • Xie Jinghui took Shen Shuangjian to the Netherlands and persuaded him to register their marriage, then posted a photo of their rings and marriage certificate to both their Moments.
  • Shen Sixian returned from London, confronted Xie Jinghui, and took Shen Shuangjian away while threatening to make them divorce.
  • Shen Shuangjian stayed silent as Shen Sixian cursed Xie Jinghui, but his tears and reluctance to leave made Shen Sixian turn the car around.
  • Shen Sixian brought Shen Shuangjian back to Xie Jinghui, who welcomed him with tenderness.

Ch. 168Forum thread (final chapter)

Xie Jinghui announced his marriage to Shen Shuangjian by posting a photo of their marriage certificates and joined hands, prompting fans to celebrate and revisit their relationship. The thread ended with fans joking that Xie Jinghui fell in love with Shen Shuangjian in episode one.

  • Xie Jinghui posted a photo of two marriage certificates and their clasped hands, captioned, “Please alight here for me, and stay a lifetime.”
  • Fans recognized Xie Jinghui and Shen Shuangjian from their rings and celebrated their marriage announcement.
  • Fans recalled Xie Jinghui’s long pursuit of Shen Shuangjian and discussed the quiet signs of Shen Shuangjian’s love.
  • Fans praised a fanfic about the couple and debated which portrayals best matched Xie Jinghui and Shen Shuangjian.
  • A new fan asked when Xie Jinghui fell in love with Shen Shuangjian, and another fan answered, “Episode one.”

Ch. 169Extra story 1: A letter to my wife

Xie Yun recalled how Xie Jinghui mourned his wife, Shen Shuangjian, by tending a pear tree that his wife had claimed would bloom. The tree blossomed the morning Xie Jinghui died, and Xie Yun later understood the meaning of his final letter to his wife.

  • Xie Yun described how Xie Jinghui grieved for Shen Shuangjian and watched over the pear tree planted after his death.
  • Xie Jinghui wrote a letter recalling their love, shared life, and Shen Shuangjian’s illness and final request to see the tree bloom.
  • Xie Jinghui stopped writing and said he was sleepy, leaving the letter unfinished.
  • Xie Yun found the pear tree covered in blossoms the next morning and discovered that Xie Jinghui had died.
  • Xie Yun later saw the tree bloom again and understood the final lines of Xie Jinghui’s letter.

Ch. 170Alternate timeline: What if he had grown up in the Shen Family

Shen Shuangjian met Xie Jinghui for the first time at the Shen Residence and was immediately drawn to him, while Shen Sixian grew wary and tried to keep them apart. Shen Sixian refused Shen Shuangjian’s request to invite Xie over, leaving their budding connection unresolved.

  • After Shen Sixian brought Shen Shuangjian back from Los Angeles, he continued to dote on and protect his younger brother.
  • Shen Shuangjian opened a window and exchanged a long gaze with Xie Jinghui, whom he met for the first time.
  • Shen Shuangjian hurried to the garden to meet Xie Jinghui, while Shen Sixian left his guest to warn him about going outside without a coat.
  • Shen Shuangjian introduced himself to Xie Jinghui, and Xie watched him leave with a love poem open in his book.
  • Shen Shuangjian asked Shen Sixian to invite Xie Jinghui to afternoon tea, but Shen Sixian firmly refused and stayed to tell him a story as he fell asleep.

Ch. 171Alternate timeline: What if he had grown up in the Shen Family? 2

After meeting philanthropist Xie Jinghui, Shen Shuangjian wondered whether he had fallen in love at first sight and sought advice online about pursuing him. He arranged to meet Xie and dressed up for the occasion, while his brother Shen Sixian tried to find out where he was going.

  • Shen Shuangjian searched online about love at first sight and posted on a forum asking how to pursue a man he liked.
  • Shen Shuangjian accepted Xie Jinghui’s friend request, exchanged morning greetings with him, and asked to meet that day.
  • Xie Jinghui agreed, and Shen Shuangjian hurried to shower and choose an outfit so he could try to seduce him.
  • Shen Sixian helped Shen Shuangjian pick a hair tie and tied up his hair while praising how lovely he looked.
  • Shen Shuangjian said he was heading out and told Shen Sixian to stay out of it, leaving his brother surprised and curious about his plans.

Ch. 172Alternate timeline: What if he grew up in the Shen Family 3

Shen Shuangjian met Xie Jinghui outside the Shen Residence and, after an awkward misunderstanding, confessed that he wanted to marry him. Xie Jinghui asked whether Shen Shuangjian would date him with marriage in mind, leaving his answer unknown.

  • Shen Shuangjian snuck out to meet Xie Jinghui, and they drove away from the Shen Residence together.
  • When Xie Jinghui asked where he wanted to go, Shen Shuangjian mistook the question and blurted out that they could get married.
  • Shen Shuangjian gathered his courage, asked Xie Jinghui to marry him, and gave him a brief kiss.
  • Xie Jinghui asked why Shen Shuangjian wanted to marry him, and Shen Shuangjian said he liked his gentle manner and good looks.
  • Xie Jinghui asked Shen Shuangjian to date him with marriage in mind, starting then.

Ch. 173What if: Growing up in the Shen Family from childhood 4

Shen Shuangjian told Shen Sixian he was in a relationship with Xie Jinghui and wanted to move out, then moved into the house Xie Jinghui had prepared. After doubting Xie Jinghui's feelings and trying to seduce him, Shen Shuangjian tried to leave, but Xie Jinghui pulled him back and kissed him.

  • Shen Shuangjian announced he wanted to move out to live with his boyfriend, and Shen Sixian eventually agreed on the condition that he return home three days a week.
  • Shen Shuangjian moved into Xie Jinghui's new house and, less than two days later, they ended up in bed together.
  • After reading online advice, Shen Shuangjian decided Xie Jinghui's restraint meant he did not like him and confronted him while sitting in his lap.
  • Shen Shuangjian tried to kiss Xie Jinghui, gave up, and started to get off his lap.
  • Xie Jinghui held Shen Shuangjian in place and leaned in to kiss him.

Ch. 174Alternate timeline: What if he grew up in the Shen Family? 5

Shen Shuangjian and Xie Jinghui reunited in an intimate encounter, where Xie Jinghui confessed that he had fallen in love with Shen Shuangjian at first sight two years earlier. The chapter ended with Xie Jinghui reflecting on the long wait that had ended when Shen Shuangjian returned to his life.

  • Shen Shuangjian initiated a kiss with Xie Jinghui, then cried and protested when Xie Jinghui kissed him back.
  • Xie Jinghui continued kissing and coaxing Shen Shuangjian until Shen Shuangjian was exhausted and complained that he had been bullied.
  • Xie Jinghui held Shen Shuangjian and told him that he liked him more, prompting them to argue over who had fallen in love first.
  • Xie Jinghui recalled seeing Shen Shuangjian crying at a funeral two years earlier and realizing he had fallen in love with him at first sight.
  • Xie Jinghui told Shen Shuangjian about that first meeting and confessed that he had loved him for more than seven hundred days while waiting for him to return.

Ch. 175Main story extra 1

A viral video showed Shen Shuangjian and Xie Jinghui sharing an intimate moment, prompting fans to debate their relationship. In private, Shen Shuangjian told Xie Jinghui that he liked him, then repeated it by name.

  • An anonymous video of Xie Jinghui carrying Shen Shuangjian inside after kissing him went viral, and viewers recognized them from their profiles and Shen Shuangjian's ring.
  • Fans praised Xie Jinghui's tenderness and discussed how Shen Shuangjian trusted him, while others argued over Xie Jinghui's restraint.
  • Shen Shuangjian sat on Xie Jinghui's lap as Xie Jinghui gently kissed him and asked whether he liked it.
  • Xie Jinghui asked Shen Shuangjian what he thought of him, and Shen Shuangjian kissed his cheek and said, "I like you."
  • Xie Jinghui asked him to say it again, and Shen Shuangjian repeated, "Shen Shuangjian likes Xie Jinghui."
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