Chapter 83

It was both brief and long.

When Chu Yuanqing let go, he even hallucinated that he had abandoned a cat and thrown it back into the bustling, steel city where thunder and rain sometimes broke out. He felt uneasy and sorry for it.

Tang Liuli's eyes and beauty mark were red from crying, making her look both cute and pitiful. Her expression was relieved, and a fragile smile played on her lips as she softly made her next request:

Can you kiss me? Just on the forehead.

Chu Yuanqing hesitated. It wasn't that she was reluctant to part with her first kiss, but the atmosphere felt strangely awkward, as if something had been overlooked. But... her forehead... it shouldn't be a big problem, right?

Tang Liuli obediently closed her eyes, her eyelashes still glistening with tears. She looked innocent and honest, just a good child longing for her mother's love.

Chu Yuanqing put aside her last doubts. She slowly moved closer, smelled the violet-like fragrance, pursed her lips, and, in order to end this as soon as possible, simply closed her eyes and pressed her forehead against his.

But when her lips actually touched the object, she felt an alluring softness like jelly, and a rich fragrance mixed with the scent of lime toothpaste filled her nostrils. Then, a moist sensation followed, completely waking her up.

Chu Yuanqing realized something was wrong.

But it was too late; her head was pressed down again by a small hand before she finally let go.

Tang Liuli's emerald eyes filled with tears, and she couldn't help but breathe rapidly, feeling both shy and secretly delighted. Her lovely face was flushed with rouge, and she reached out to touch her lips with her fingertips, blinked, and said:

"Xiao Qing, remember this trick, and don't let other bad women use it on you in the future."

P. S.: I was recently discharged from the hospital and recuperating for a while, but my brain fog hasn't gotten better, so writing has been quite difficult. Yesterday, I originally wanted to finish writing the whole story in one go, but I was afraid of staying up all night, so I only wrote up to 5,000 words and posted it. So I wrote a little more today, but... it seems I stayed up all night again. It's painful.

PS: Requesting some monthly votes and free razor blades at the beginning of the month! I'll write about Yue Bao's scenes tomorrow!

Book 1: 92. Embrace death in the name of God. (6K)

Years later, a certain Savior once again experienced the "wickedness" deep within human nature.

Chu Yuanqing sat on the edge of the bed, her face flushed, feeling dizzy.

The soul-shattering debuff was already taking up brain space, and the neodymium copper incident in front of me was causing my CPU to burn out completely.

The key point is that, due to some "accidents," Tang Liuli's prank unexpectedly completed a Magic Replenishment process with a higher purity than the previous one.

The Witch's senses were reawakened, and her body's sensitivity increased dramatically! Incredibly! Incredibly!

That unfamiliar, immense magic, like warm water, soaked into every inch of delicate skin, then slowly melted into every part of the body, rampaging through the internal organs, bringing a warm and comfortable feeling.

But this was not the end. For the first time, the magic spread into the extremities of the soul, producing an incredibly incredible chemical reaction, like a nuclear explosion in a chain reaction, which began to spread endlessly, and the dazzling radiance spread out like ripples.

--Boom boom boom.

The curse of the Sea of Truth brought constant pain for 17 years, and in the past, only by using blessings to resist it could one barely manage to live a normal life.

For some reason, within a few breaths after Chu Yuanqing's first kiss was stolen, the Magic Replenishment mechanism and the chemical reaction of his soul immediately reduced the incurable pain of the curse by 50%.

This 50% reduction in pain was like a leap from hell to heaven for Chu Yuanqing, who had spent years in endless torment. In just a few breaths, he experienced unprecedented ease and joy.

In that instant, an intense sense of pleasure and happiness, strong enough to make one faint, swept over like a storm, almost causing even the strongest willpower to crumble.

This is not a fault of war. Even if one has gone through trials and tribulations and is not afraid of death, after 17 years of continuous torment, one is suddenly given a chance to catch one's breath and inevitably relaxes to the point of emptying oneself.

Chu Yuanqing's thoughts successfully stopped, her clear golden eyes misted over, and she followed her instincts, licking her lips, savoring the lingering saliva, allowing the Magic Replenishment mechanism deep within her soul to last for an extra breath, revealing a satisfied yet erotic daze.

But in just a few seconds, reason returned.

Chu Yuanqing's pupils dilated in shock, a wave of shame, like a tsunami, washing over her and burning her entire body. She had actually acted as if she enjoyed it after being tricked into giving Liuli Cat Cat her first kiss?

No, no, no! This is already on the verge of committing a crime!

Chu Yuanqing felt no sense of loss or being taken advantage of; all she felt was guilt, unease, and a pang of conscience.

Because, from her perspective, this is how the whole logical chain of events works.

--1. She caused Tang Liuli to develop PTSD, nearly causing a mental breakdown, and making her fragile and sensitive, forcing the other party to see her as someone to rely on.

--2. Tang Liuli was therefore completely unguarded with her and opened up her childhood bedroom, a place full of nostalgic memories. However, she did not handle the situation well, causing the girl, who was already lacking love, to transfer almost all of her emotional attachments to herself.

--3. The other party lost control of their emotions to the point of playing that kind of prank.

Chu Yuanqing had only been Magical Girl for a very short time, less than a month. Her mindset hadn't fully adjusted, and she felt ashamed. Wasn't this taking advantage of her vulnerability?

If I hadn't given her multiple buffs, how could that usually gloomy, socially awkward, and timid Little Liuli, who at most occasionally swells up like a pufferfish, have dared to do something like this!

Even more terrifying than this is the extremely abstract Magic Replenishment mechanism.

It was just a kiss, their tongues didn't even touch, so how did it generate so much magic, and how did it shield them from half of the curse's pain?

Chu Yuanqing was both ashamed and annoyed, and confused. He felt that without extraordinary wisdom, it would be difficult to solve this world-class problem!

The more the girl thought about it, the more she wanted to die. Her usually serious and indifferent face became increasingly disheveled, her fair skin gradually turning coral pink, and her sacred golden eyes shimmering with tears, reminiscent of Jesus Fallen Mortal world and stained with the filth of the mortal realm.

At that moment, she acted like a fool, constantly patting her cheeks, her whole body limp and dizzy, looking both cute and easy to bully.

Tang Liuli watched this scene, her fingertips slipping from her lips, and her eyes filled with tears again. Something was wrong with her. Or rather, after the flashback to her mother's suicide flashed through her mind, her mental state became somewhat deranged.

Whether it's a more unconventional, insightful thought process, a bolder, more desire-driven mindset, or even the astonishing execution ability that connects all of these elements and runs counter to social anxiety.

These changes were undoubtedly due to the mental breakdown buff that her mother gave her before her death. Tang Liuli had been able to suppress it until Chu Yuanqing opened this Pandora's box.

On the other hand, Tang Liuli is still using her talent to empathize, chugging down Yuanqing brand liquor that makes people lose their minds, her rationality continues to evaporate, and her desires continue to grow.

To put it more directly...

That is...

--This child is so abnormal he's practically broken.

Under these circumstances, Chu Yuanqing's attraction to her was constantly increasing, especially his current adorable behavior, which created a tingling sensation down her spine, becoming the final spark that pushed her into the abyss.

If we say that in that impulsive prank, 40% was due to impulse, 50% to liking, and 10% to desire.

Now, desire has completely overwhelmed it, even tearing apart the gift that the mother implanted in her soul. Inside are possessiveness, control, and destruction, and even the most morbid and terrifying pursuit and madness of art.

And coincidentally, Chu Yuanqing met all the requirements. She didn't need any extra embellishment; she was already Tang Liuli's highest muse, the most perfect art, and the most beloved deity.

Therefore, possess her, control her, enjoy her, destroy her...

Tang Liuli's delicate brows furrowed slightly. She vaguely sensed nausea and vomiting, as if someone inside her was resisting and disgusting her, saying that this shouldn't be happening.

But in a daze, memories flashed back: the ancient castle burning in the twilight, and my mother, hanging upside down like an inverted cross, her head engorged with blood and her blood vessels bursting, was looking this way and smiling.

Thus, an emotional vortex that did not belong to her swelled wildly, drowning out and swallowing the true voice deep within her heart.

The girl's emerald green pupils were unfocused, her furrowed brows smoothed out, and like a mechanical doll, she revealed a cute yet innocent and precise smile, which inexplicably felt like a mask. She turned her head and asked:

"Xiao Qing, do you really like being kissed?"

Chu Yuanqing was about to retort that it wasn't true when Tang Liuli took off her thin blouse, choking her answer in her throat.

After the child went upstairs, he took a shower in the bathroom. The cover-up was essentially the same as pajamas; once he took it off, all that remained was a pure white lace undergarment.

Bathed in the sunlight streaming through the window, this active idol trainee's skin appeared fair and healthy. Her exquisite curves and youthful beauty resembled a fine sculpture from ancient Greece. Her glimpse of emerald green eyes was pure and clear, creating an overall effect of indescribable beauty.

Tang Liuli stood up straight, and unlike her socially anxious state, she was exuding the charm that her body should have. Yet, her attitude was exceptionally candid, as if she were simply alone in her room, feeling hot, and about to take off her clothes to shower.

Absolutely normal.

Chu Yuanqing's eyes were blank, yet because the other person's behavior seemed so natural, she began to wonder if all girls interacted like this.

This hesitation lasted until Tang Liuli hooked her fingers on the hem of her skirt, at which point she could no longer hold back.

No, if we don't address this, it will cause a major problem.

Chu Yuanqing quickly grabbed the other person's wrist, then immediately averted her gaze to prevent the criminal scene from entering her eyes. She spoke in a conciliatory tone:

"Is Liuli feeling hot? If the air conditioner in the room is broken, we can go sit downstairs. We don't need to take off our clothes."

Tang Liuli turned her head to look back, and the hand that had been lifting her skirt unexpectedly grasped Chu Yuanqing's outstretched hand. She pulled him along and fell onto the soft bed.

The girl's body rose and fell with the elasticity of the mattress, her long legs swinging back and forth. She looked at Chu Yuanqing, who was forced to support her, blinked her innocent eyes, and said:

"I'm not hot. I just want to learn something even better than what I just did with Xiao Qing."

"Xiao Qing won't let me continue. Is it because you prefer to wear a skirt?"

Chu Yuanqing was greatly shocked. What kind of lewd words were these, that someone would like to wear a skirt?

No, this child is acting increasingly strangely.

Chu Yuanqing habitually blamed himself.

Well, her criticism this time was quite reasonable.

If it weren't for her goddess-like beauty and the charismatic personality that spreads so many virtues, even if Tang Liuli was abnormal, her previous pranks would have been the limit, and she would never have gone to this extent.

Chu Yuanqing had no intention of condoning it. Not only did she not want to commit a crime, but she also had no inclination towards Tang Liuli. Given the current situation, even if she satisfied the other party, her personality would only deteriorate further.

She said earnestly:

"Liuli, we are trainees, and we have rules and obligations that we must strictly follow."

Tang Liuli thought for a moment and replied:

"But according to the Program Group's rules and the fans' definitions, even if they debut as a group in the future, there's no rule against doing this with teammates. In fact, everyone really enjoys watching Yuri lesbian) interactions, and it's perfectly acceptable for the group to handle these things together."

Is it possible to have this kind of relationship with teammates? Do you enjoy watching Yuri) interactions? Are fans accepting of in-team interactions?

What kind of nonsense is this?! Has the internet become this strange?

Chu Yuanqing was somewhat shocked, and momentarily speechless, unsure how to refute these fallacies and heresies. She decided to get serious and simply use physical means to knock the child back into his paper tiger, socially awkward state.

Unfortunately,

Tang Liuli was more decisive and acted first, grabbing Chu Yuanqing's slender waist and flipping him over to pin him down.

Chu Yuanqing panicked a little. She realized that after experiencing the curse's rampage, her body was now extremely weak and powerless. Let alone physically waking the other person, she would be lucky to avoid being pinned to the bed and beaten up.

Oh no, will she be forced to commit a crime today?

Tang Liuli stared blankly at that flawless face, the budding flutter in her heart suddenly turning into a sharp pain.

The girl heard the voice in her heart once again. A strong sense of contempt, hatred, and disgust for herself surged into her heart all at once. It was as if she was pleading, roaring, and crying, saying, "Don't become like that madwoman, don't become like your mother."

Chu Yuanqing's white hair was flawless, like ink gradually spreading across the bed. Her clear golden eyes were so sacred and clean that one couldn't help but want to defile them. Her lips, as delicate as cherry blossoms, were soft and refreshing when kissed, like savoring the finest white tea.

What a beautiful scene!

If we delve deeper and remove the unnecessary obstacles, her inner, flawless beauty will surely bring an experience far surpassing the previous one.

But inexplicably, Tang Liuli, whose mind is now in a state of confusion and who is being manipulated like a puppet by her mother, desires, and dark emotions, has come to understand something.

That means if things continue like this, she will choose to commit suicide once she regains her senses.

The real Tang Liuli is foolish and timid, stubborn and kind.

The person she hates most isn't her mother, but herself, who might become her mother.

What she feared most was not her mother's suicide, but the possibility of herself hurting others in the same way as her mother.

Tang Liuli's reason for persisting in living was to prove that she wouldn't become like that.

Therefore, once she crossed this red line, there was naturally no reason for her to continue living.

Death will be the only destination.

But... so what?

Now, what controls Tang Liuli is also the self-destructive desire buried deep within her heart.

Chu Yuanqing keenly sensed something was wrong. She immediately forgot about the possibility of being beaten up and couldn't help but worry:

"Liuli, wait a minute, let me explain."

Tang Liuli didn't speak, only revealing a blank smile, as if anticipating and embracing death. She drifted down like a light feather, and thus bowed her head...

Meanwhile, at an antique record store in Zhelong Town, old songs with a vintage feel lingered at the entrance. Amidst a cappella harmonies, a soothing ballad, a powerful heavy metal passage, and a transitional operatic section, a stirring, sorrowful, and soul-stirring melody played:

"Mama, you just killed a man."

[Mom, I just killed someone]

"Put a gun against his head"

I pointed a gun at his head.