Is This Love?

It's like every day I don't have to do anything but lie down and write in my diary, and everyone jumps around and puts on one stage play after another for me.

Best Supporting Actor: Ryuen Kakeru. I'll have to give him an award sooner or later. He's so hardworking, so dedicated, and so inspiring.

A model of commoner uprising, a symbol of the awakening of the common people.

I wonder if he has any plans to carry out his humorous Eight Hundred Million Plan.

While the plan was somewhat humorous, one of his core principles was correct.

Class Points and class ranking before graduation are all meaningless.

Expectations are just that—expectations. They may sound appealing, but they're unrealizable. Only the Private Points you actually hold are real. What can't you do with Private Points? Even if you hold onto them until graduation and then sell them to rich guys, you'll still be a capable person making money in society. There's no need to desperately seek school recommendations. Frankly, if you had 20 million, instead of trying to switch classes to the Class A, why not exchange them before graduation? Even if you only get a few million, isn't that still a pure, satisfying situation?

I won't offer any more advice; I'm just saying this casually. After all, if you think about it carefully, it seems like most of us aren't particularly short of money, so we probably don't appreciate the beauty of money.

If only I had money. People who have this realization before enrolling in school might be more likely to understand the true nature of the school.

... It's all the Little Princess's fault. I feel like today's diary entry is a bit off-topic, but oh well, I'll do a recap of the Uninhabited Island incident tomorrow.

The rest...

'Information that can be disclosed at this stage'

The first-graders, who were known for their humor, said a lot, but it's clear that in Advanced Nurturing, it's impossible to avoid interacting with older students.

After much thought, although I don't know much about the humorous seniors in the upperclassmen, since they are obviously less interesting than you guys.

But I do know a little bit about it.

So!

Now for the main event.

Miyabi Nagumo!

The most humorous blond guy in the upper grades, a graduate of Class B, but he led his class to dominate the entire grade, which sounds like a numerical monster.

He's a bit of a moron, though on the surface he seems like a walking, talking machine, using his class power to pick up girls, which fits his blond hair perfectly. But whether it's out of inferiority or some other reason, there's one girl he's never made a move on with—his favorite childhood sweetheart.

... To be honest, if you ask me, I think he doesn't like women at all.

Or rather, he originally thought he was attracted to women, but after entering the Advanced Nurturing and seeing his older brother, he discovered his true feelings.

That's right, this guy only has eyes for Brother Lao, his target is Brother Lao, he plans to challenge Brother Lao, and he wants to prove his strength in front of Brother Lao.

Does this sound familiar?

Yes! Little Sister-chan!

What's so magical about the Student Council that you're all so obsessed with him? He just seems like a humorous guy with glasses to me. Why are you all staring at him like you're bewitched?

Tsk, let's not talk about Brother Lao's matter for now; we'll talk about him later when we get to him.

Let's go back to Nagumo. Nagumo, well, how should I put it, he seems to have an incredibly lucky streak.

Everything went smoothly for him. He was number one from a young age, and even without effort, he was number one. With just a little effort, he was number one again. In other words, to most people, he was considered a genius.

A genius is admired and hailed as such.

A normal person would be incredibly happy, who cares how powerful the people around them are?

But he felt something was wrong, because the results came too easily. He began to doubt whether he was just lucky and that was why he hadn't encountered any outstanding people along the way.

I am actually very weak.

Hey, you guessed right.

You are indeed quite weak.

So when he saw Brother Lao, he decided to prove his strength by defeating Brother Lao, and challenged Brother Lao again and again without getting tired of it.

Such heavy emotions.

That's disgusting.

Tsk, let's find a way to kick someone to death like a stray dog on the street.

That's pretty much what I wrote in my diary last night.

It's kind of funny to Kushida Kikyo.

Just like when she mocked Horikita Suzune the day before yesterday, Ms. Kushida found that the things she was criticizing were actually more interesting than she had imagined.

She mentions herself less and less in her Diary lately, but Kushida Kikyo is quite happy with the peace and quiet.

It's better not to mention yourself; who would want their dark past exposed?

If I don't read the diary, I always feel like something's missing, but if I do read it, I worry that the other person might expose me.

Lately, she's stopped caring much about the identity of the person behind the diary, and the thought that they might disrupt her peaceful campus life has disappeared.

Seeing Horikita Suzune's foolish behavior, she couldn't be bothered to think of a way to expel Horikita Suzune.

Even if her true colors were exposed to all her classmates now, she probably wouldn't be moved.

Even so, there are still things she cares about.

Firstly, it was vanity. She still wanted to be admired by her classmates, so even though she quite disliked those guys in Class D, she still maintained a smiling face.

Ultimately, that's just who she is, and things won't change much now.

Secondly, there is desire. Negative emotions in one's heart always need an outlet, and the greater the pressure, the more one naturally needs to rely on something else to fill the void.

Otherwise, the more you fake a smile, the more the emptiness in your heart will expand endlessly.

Only when she activates her riding Skill does Kushida Kikyo feel like a human being.

Thirdly, that leaves only one person.

At first, it was nothing. Just think of it as being bitten by a dog or being hugged by a dog.

Perhaps it's out of habit, or perhaps it's out of adaptation, but his presence, his rhythm, his breathing, his aura...

It's hard to say whether this can be considered love, but Kushida Kikyo is certain that she will never let go again.

No matter what happens.

Even if...

The girl bit her lower lip.

Actually, there were signs of this all along.

The first piece of information to be made public was about his deal with Ryuen, and the sports student he recently started writing about is the one who took action.

There are many possibilities, but one thing is certain.

He must know the true identity of the person who wrote the last words in that diary.

However, it's hard to say whether he could actually see the diary, or whether he was even that person.

That's right, what Kushida Kikyo was talking about was Asakusa Toru.

To be precise, he was a sports student dispatched by the Diary, who, under the Diary's instructions, began to sweep across the Uninhabited Island and achieved great success.

Before the exam began, the Diary stated, "He was instructed by Ichinose."

Kushida Kikyo selectively maintained a degree of skepticism about this point.

Regardless of whether that guy actually gives orders or not, he'll definitely have to do something.

Although she had no chance to find out whether he was up to something, one thing was certain: his already mysterious identity might become a little clearer at this moment.

This discovery unexpectedly pleased Kushida Kikyo.

She had always wanted to learn more about that person's past, which was one of the reasons she kept reading his diary. It was like a spoiler for her own past, and perhaps his past would also appear on the pages.

But now that I think about it, that opportunity may never come.

If it were him, he wouldn't write much of anything substantial.

Moreover, she wasn't even sure if he was the person behind the Diary.

There are many, many, many clues.

Rather than attributing it to her keen observation skills and good memory, it's more accurate to say that he seemed to have made no attempt to conceal anything.

"..."

Should we test them?

Or is it a showdown?

The girl bit her lower lip.

For no apparent reason, she felt a little flustered.

A sense of melancholy and anxiety arises, along with a quiet contemplation of various possible scenarios.

Most importantly, Kushida Kikyo suddenly realized that she didn't actually have much confidence in herself.

Face, chest, waist, legs, buttocks?

She has outstanding facial features and appearance.

But clearly, someone is better than her.

Ichinose Honami.

The titles in the Diary are quite clear: Ichinose Honami is the 'Angel', while she is the 'Little' Angel.

Character?

Haha, she knows her own personality very well; it's absolutely rotten.

She can't compare to Ichinose Honami at all.

If it weren't for Ichinose Honami, or rather, if she hadn't sensed that feeling of becoming a woman from Ichinose Honami before the Special Exam began, and hadn't realized that she had successfully succeeded, she wouldn't have been able to tell.

Kushida Kikyo probably wasn't flustered at all.

But now, looking back and thinking about it carefully...

... I don't seem to have any advantages.

A dull knocking sound rang out outside the door at this time of afternoon.

Before she knew it, she seemed to have spent the entire morning lost in her own chaotic thoughts.

"..."

Fortunately, she didn't dwell on it last night. After reading the diary and mocking Horikita Suzune for a while, she went to sleep and didn't feel listless today.

Therefore, she now has plenty of physical strength and energy.

Patting her cheeks, Ms. Kushida cleared her mind of distractions, got up, and opened the door.

The person she had been thinking about appeared behind the door. Without hesitation, she pulled him inside and then slammed the door shut.

Her red lips parted slightly, revealing her pearly teeth, and the girl gently tried to leave a barely perceptible white mark on his shoulder.

Bite him, lock him in place, hold him tight.

Her inner emotions were fully expressed in her body language, and the comforting touch, born of surprise, came gently from the man's hands.

A moment later, as the lingering melody faded, the dim sunlight streamed down, and a silent understanding prevailed.

"Splash--"

The sound of pages turning today rang out the moment the girl watched him take out the familiar pages of the book.

[Sorry for the long wait!!!]

Chapter 230 Is it love?

Because I'm so excited, I'm writing this diary entry a little early today!

It's not that early, after all, I don't write in my diary at a fixed time every day.

In short! First of all, Little Princess, did you hear me when I said I had someone take care of her?

You should have received my best wishes, right?

This is my heartfelt blessing, the result of my many days of prayers to Heaven, and a blessing bestowed by a flash of inspiration after many days of contemplation.