I Don't Want It to End / Hiyori Shiina Doesn't Get It

Huh? What about me?

Chapter 143 I Don't Want It to End

Chihaya Anon finally understood what the phrase "revive the Kingdom C" meant in the diary.

The gentle Nagasaki Soyo is just an illusion; there is only one reason she exists in the band.

Bind the lamp and Taki that originally belonged to CRYCHIC.

As for her and Ranai...

Of course, it's not necessary.

It is precisely because they don't need it that they can so readily ignore their contacts; it is precisely because they don't need it that they have such a clear attitude.

Honestly, it's very heartbreaking.

Chihaya Anon even had the thought of standing up and questioning her face to face.

But in the end, she didn't step forward.

Because the recording is still ongoing.

She had accepted the task of recording everything that was happening before her eyes.

So, so... even though it's so painful, she'll keep recording.

"... a" Takamatsu Tomori bit her lip, as if she wanted to say something, but Chihaya Anon turned her head away in time and shook her head.

Finished reading.

Only after that did they discuss the matter between them.

Therefore, Toyokawa Sakiko issued her final announcement.

"Don't ever associate with me again."

Toyokawa Sakiko left the scene indifferently.

Nagasaki Soyo struggled stiffly.

When words failed to sway the other person's cold heart, this was the only tactic that flashed through Nagasaki Soyo's mind.

The only solution is to endlessly lower one's stance.

"Oh no! (Please), if Xiaoxiang isn't here, I—" Grabbing her hand, kneeling down, utterly humbled, Nagasaki Soyo shattered her dignity. "What do I have to do for you to come back? I'll do anything I can!"

"..." With a cold, disdainful look, Toyokawa Sakiko asked, "With what kind of mindset do you say such things?"

"As a student, can you really take on the responsibility of someone else's life?"

"You're only thinking about yourself."

Toyokawa Sakiko has left.

"..."

Chihaya Anon pressed the end recording button expressionlessly and then opened @CH.

AnonTokyo: [Finished recording]

AnonTokyo: [I'm actually unhappy now]

AnonTokyo: [How should I send it to you? This video isn't really suitable to be sent directly here.]

AnonTokyo: [As for the purpose... I'll think about it some more. Originally, I wanted Soyo to come back. Originally, I just didn't want the first band to end, but now, I don't know.]

Input, publish.

Ignoring the comments from several passersby expressing their confusion about this seemingly inexplicable post, Chihaya Anon turned off the screen.

She calmly watched Toyokawa Sakiko, who was kneeling on the ground, staring blankly in the direction Nagasaki Soyo had left.

He remained silent.

Finally, Nagasaki Soyo and Wakaba Mutsumi also left.

"... Is it alright if we don't chase after them?" Takamatsu Tomori asked softly.

Anon should have chased after her and asked her; Anon should have said something.

This silence is... uncomfortable.

"If you have something to say, just say it... It's something Anon... said..." she said, her head bowed.

The words spoken out of discomfort at seeing her always keeping quiet were now being used against Chihaya Anon herself.

"You caught up with her, and then what?" Since there was no need to hide anymore, Chihaya Anon stood up. "Tell her we all saw it, that we saw her kneeling down and begging Sakiko, so if she doesn't want others to know, she should come back and form a band again?"

"I don't need Nagasaki Soyo like that."

She tried, in a very subtle way, to imitate the person behind a certain Diary.

"She doesn't need me, but what about you?" Turning to look at Takamatsu Tomori beside her, she said, "Do you also think CRYCHIC would be better?"

CRYCHIC, CRYCHIC...

"That's not how it is..."

Which one is it?

"I... CRYCHIC... band... Sakiko... Soyo..."

"Clarify your thoughts before you speak."

"I have no idea..."

"..." After gazing at Takamatsu Tomori beside her for a moment, Chihaya Anon said, "Hmm, I don't know. It's good that you don't know. If you don't know, then go back and think about it."

"It's getting late, let's go home."

Takamatsu Tomori: "..."

Words cannot be uttered.

Home.

"... What do I want?"

Soaking in the bathtub, Chihaya Anon was lost in thought.

My thoughts, which were once clear and definite, have become blurred once again after witnessing all of this tonight.

Should I have brought the lamp along? Were the things I said to her tonight a bit too much? Would it have been better to talk to Soyo face-to-face?

Only by calming down and soaking in hot water could Chihaya Anon's thoughts return to that dark night not long ago.

To be honest, what shocked her the most was not Nagasaki Soyo's attitude.

CRYCHIC and such were irrelevant to her, and she didn't feel much about it.

For her, the most impactful thing was that kneeling.

That kneeling shattered the entire image of Nagasaki Soyo that had been built in her mind over the past month.

Therefore, she didn't know.

It's good that you don't know. If you don't know, then think about it carefully until you figure it out.

These are words spoken to the lamp, and also words spoken to herself.

"..."

"I still don't want it to end."

Even so, even though Nagasaki Soyo never needed her from beginning to end, and even though Takamatsu Tomori couldn't speak at all.

She still didn't want it to end.

She was still young, a high school girl in the prime of her youth.

Even if I'm a little bit willful, it doesn't really matter, right?

AnonTokyo: [I don't want this to end]

So, Chihaya Anon wrote these words on the message board.

Advanced Nurturing.

[Today's record completed, this record is rated 'C', currently drawing rewards]

[Draw successful! Congratulations on obtaining the item 'Loyalty Collar']

The settlement was completed long ago, but Asakusa Toru hadn't had time to check it.

After quickly writing in his diary in the morning, he felt a little dragged out.

My lunch break was taken up by Kushida Kikyo, so my afternoon class was changed to swimming. After school, I was stopped by an NPC in the library, so I randomly picked up a book and started reading, and before I knew it, I was engrossed in it.

It wasn't until he got back to his dorm that he remembered, oh, there was also today's settlement reward.

Gently extend your hand and let the reward fall.

The cold, metallic collar landed in my hand, and then its information was displayed.

[Name: Loyalty Collar]

[Category: Items]

[Effect: Binds to a target, demonstrating the target's 'loyalty' to you]

[Note: "Loyalty! Sincerity!"]

... You mean this is an item that can be obtained from MyGo?

Chapter 144 Shiina Hiyori Can't Understand

The collar has been put away.

Not needed for now.

The only person who could use, and might wear, this bracelet is Ms. Kushida.

But there's no need.

He didn't need to check Ms. Kushida's loyalty at all.

It's not a master-servant relationship, so why worry about loyalty?

Physical dependence is more important than spiritual loyalty.

"..."

By the way, did the Pink Milk Dragon film the video?

... I don't know if it's some kind of post-coital period or something, but although I suddenly felt energetic yesterday, after a whole day today, Asakusa Toru is feeling a bit listless again.

"..."

No, he knows the reason.

Unable to reach it.

For this God-man Girl Band, more fundamental than any other chaotic and miscellaneous emotions was the repressed feeling in their hearts.

All that talk about liking or disliking, isn't it all just about being in heat?

While there might be some who want to criticize these God-man, it's mostly this kind of emotion that's at play.

So, after his emotions cooled down a bit with the daily lessons, Asakusa Toru realized a problem.

He couldn't get it.

The completely enclosed school environment made it difficult for him to get involved in side stories outside of school. He couldn't go to the scene to watch the women fight, nor could he take advantage of the situation to win over the God-man and beautiful girl with all sorts of problems.

It's not that he absolutely has to have sex, but the thought that even if he wrote a long story about it, he probably wouldn't be able to do anything, made Asakusa Toru feel a bit listless.

But what's said can't be taken back, and what's written must still be done.

He can fabricate lies and write whatever he wants in his diary, but once he decides to say something, he naturally has a set of standards for fulfilling his promises.