Ch. 1Rakuboku’s Inner Monologue
A despondent narrator reflected on life, happiness, and humanity’s pursuit of self-interest before explaining that he had attempted suicide. The man who interrupted him refused to accept his plans to try again and decided to arrange for him to go somewhere.
- The narrator wandered through the rain and reflected on how people’s lives were driven by self-interest.
- The narrator concluded that life had no inherent meaning and argued that people pursued happiness but ended up chasing material security.
- The narrator revealed that he had been attempting suicide when a man interrupted him.
- The narrator told the man he intended to try again and described his previous attempts to hang himself.
- The man objected to the narrator’s plans, then said he would arrange for him to go somewhere.