Bibi Dong's Self-Reflection, Goals for the Future!

Su Ming himself did not know what price had to be paid to use the Sharingan's resurrection ability. The Diary had said that the Sharingan's upgrades and use had no side effects, but the Rinnegan's resurrection ability was simply too heaven-defying. If there were no side effects at all, it felt somewhat unreal.

Forget it, he would think about that later. It would probably be a long time before his Sharingan evolved into a Rinnegan anyway. Perhaps during that time, the Diary would reward him with something related to resurrection!

While Su Ming was writing in his Diary, he and Xiao Wu arrived at a restaurant outside, ready to have lunch.

Su Ming then ordered a pile of meat dishes and a small amount of vegetables. He was a carnivore, while Xiao Wu ordered another pile of carrots.

Spirit Hall.

At this moment, Bibi Dong was also contemplating what Su Ming had said. Though she did not want to admit it, Su Ming was indeed right.

Qian Xunji had indeed treated her very well in the beginning, but after discovering her relationship with Yu Xiaogang, his personality had completely changed. Later, he had even threatened to kill Yu Xiaogang before violating her in the Secret Chamber!

When Bibi Dong thought carefully about it, Qian Xunji had never appeared during the period when her relationship with Yu Xiaogang had gradually grown closer. It seemed he had been in seclusion!

Otherwise, Qian Xunji would definitely have cut off her feelings for Yu Xiaogang before they ever began. After all, Yu Xiaogang's strength truly was not much to speak of, and his Soul Power Level could never break through level 30.

As Bibi Dong's teacher, Qian Xunji naturally did not want her to marry Yu Xiaogang. Or rather, he himself had other intentions!

Just as Su Ming had guessed, he wanted to raise her as a child bride, but he had never expected Yu Xiaogang to swoop in and steal her away.

Through what Su Ming had written in his Diary, Bibi Dong had now regained some of her rationality. Thinking carefully, she herself had been at fault too, and even had the makings of an ungrateful wretch!

Her current state of mind could not compare to that of her time as the Holy Maiden. Thinking of this made her expression turn somewhat ugly. Back then, she really had been out of her mind!

In the early days, if Spirit Hall had not taken her in and nurtured her, then even if she had awakened Twin Martial Souls, without any backing, she would very likely have been kept by some powerful noble or expert and reduced to a tool for bearing children!

But because Spirit Hall had taken her in and nurtured her, her life before meeting Yu Xiaogang had gone extremely smoothly, without the slightest setback. This had made her thoughts back then a little too naive, making her feel that the world was so beautiful!

And yet, she had gradually developed feelings for Yu Xiaogang. At the time, she thought Yu Xiaogang understood everything and seemed incredibly impressive.

Yu Xiaogang lacked strength, but he had not given up and had instead turned to researching theory. That had gradually attracted her and made her want to do something for him!

Now that Bibi Dong thought about it, her former self had been utterly ridiculous. Weren't all those theories Yu Xiaogang knew recorded in Spirit Hall's archive chamber? It was simply that her focus back then had not been on theoretical knowledge!

Later, their relationship was discovered by Qian Xunji, who had just emerged from seclusion, and he immediately broke them apart. Yu Xiaogang had actually wanted to elope with her, wanting her to leave Spirit Hall and either return with him to the Blue Lightning Tyrant Dragon Clan or travel the world.

Back then, she had actually foolishly wanted to agree. Thinking about it now, she truly had been a terrible person!

Since she had only been the Holy Maiden at the time and was not particularly interested in power, she had not known just how powerful Spirit Hall was, nor how many Titled Douluo it possessed.

But Yu Xiaogang's clan had long been famous. It was the Blue Lightning Tyrant Dragon Clan, one of the Upper Three Sects. According to Yu Xiaogang, their clan was extremely powerful, and Spirit Hall would not dare do anything to them.

Thinking about it now, she had truly been a naive fool who understood nothing. She had lived for so many years in vain and had not even known to use her authority as the Holy Maiden to investigate properly. She had actually believed Yu Xiaogang!

If Spirit Hall had not yet wanted to make enemies of the Two Great Empires and the other sects, or rather, if it had not wanted to expose its strength yet, then a mere clan with only one Titled Douluo—the lowest of the Upper Three Sects—could have been destroyed by Spirit Hall whenever it wished. Where had Yu Xiaogang gotten such confidence?

The Seven Treasure Glazed Tile Sect at least had two Titled Douluo. With Ning Fengzhi's support, they could easily fight two against four. As for the Clear Sky Sect, it was even stronger. Leaving aside its several Titled Douluo, the mere presence of Tang Chen, a level 99 peak Douluo, was enough to make it the foremost of the Upper Three Sects!

Back then, she had used so many of Spirit Hall's resources without making any contribution to Spirit Hall, yet Yu Xiaogang had talked her into wanting to leave it. She truly had not been a good person!

As she thought this, the resentment Bibi Dong felt toward Spirit Hall weakened considerably. After that incident, her ultimate purpose in cultivation had originally been to destroy Spirit Hall, but she would no longer think that way now.

Qian Xunji had already been killed by her. Spirit Hall itself was not at fault, and it had brought many benefits to commoners. Otherwise, she, a commoner back then, would not have been brought to Spirit Hall!

Moreover, Spirit Hall was responsible for capturing Evil Soul Masters across the continent.

If she destroyed Spirit Hall in the future, then without Spirit Hall to keep the Two Great Empires in check, those commoners would never have a chance to rise. They would not even have an opportunity to awaken their Martial Souls, unless they encountered some great fortuitous opportunity!

After all, the vast majority of the continent's resources were controlled by sects and empires, while most nobles only knew how to exploit commoners.

Furthermore, there were many Evil Soul Masters across the continent, and the empires and other sects did not actually care about them. Since they posed no threat to their interests, they simply ignored them. Only Spirit Hall was still capturing Evil Soul Masters and sending them to the City of Slaughter for imprisonment!

Now, Bibi Dong had thought through many things and felt much more at ease.

Her goal was no longer to destroy Spirit Hall entirely. Instead, she wanted to make Spirit Hall even greater, eventually unify the entire continent, and truly do something for the commoners. However, that would require long-term preparation.

The process of unification would certainly have to be baptized in blood, but there was no way around that. Once complete unification was achieved, wars large and small would be greatly reduced, and only then could commoners truly gain some human rights and find happiness!

What Bibi Dong did not know was that after thinking through some matters, the hostility within her had lessened, and her state of mind had been partially restored. Her resistance to the Rakshasa God's evil aura had therefore become much stronger, which was why she felt so much more at ease and rational!

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Some people have said that I'm whitewashing Qian Xunji and Bibi Dong, but I am not. I merely stated things objectively: both of them were at fault! The protagonist will gradually use the Diary to make Bibi Dong realize her mistakes, and the same goes for the other female leads.

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