Stop and think about Nanahoshi's words
"It's okay, I'm sensible"
Just spit out such a paragraph
Nanahoshi sighed helplessly and said nothing more
At night, Aisha sleeps in Nanahoshi's dormitory. After all, her dormitory is very big, and it would be easy to make a higher bed.
I came home and was greeted by Sylphie
"Rudeus, why are you so late today?"
"Something happened..."
"Well, thank you Rudeus for your hard work, the food is still hot, Rudeus just eat it?"
"Well..."
Magic experiment, very tiring
Very torturous
Every time I use it, I feel like vomiting
There will always be such unbearable things in their memories
"Rudeus... your expression..."
"Uh, nothing"
I almost forgot that Sylphie is sitting next to me eating together
I've obviously said it many times, you don't need to wait for me
But Sylphie is waiting for me persistently...
I understand, Sylphie likes me
like me very much
But...
I'm not qualified to respond
I want to cure Zenith
I'm going to kill Orsted
Most likely, I will die
What qualifications does such a dying person have to respond to Sylphie?
With this thought, I have never responded to Sylphie's tenderness
Just enjoying her tenderness blindly
I thought she would give up on me
However, Sylphie just wants to hold me back harder.
Recently, you are forced to eat with me even when eating...
"Rudeus..."
"Huh?"
"If you have anything on your mind, you can tell me... please..."
"I have nothing to worry about..."
"How could it be? Rudeus always wore a calm smile before, but now..."
"That was all in my childhood. People change."
Sylphie Place the bowls and chopsticks on the table and stand up from the chair
She came to my side
That worried expression, and the hand that stretched out to cover the back of my hand
"Rudeus... I hope that I can help you and become a harbor for your soul..."
"Sylphie, I'm really fine..."
"Rudeus You are lying to me..."
"How..."
Before he finished speaking, Sylphie kissed him
Green hair teases my face
It's very itchy, Sylphie has a very fragrant smell on her body
After the kiss ended, Sylphie said
"Rudeus, I love you, although I know that the current Rudeus will definitely not accept me, but... I hope Rudeus you can know that I love you..."
"Ah... um..."
"Rudeus What about you? Don't you have any thoughts about me?"
"Yes... but, at least, I can't respond to you until I finish treating Zenith's mother."
"Well, I can wait..."
after
It's like nothing happened
Sylphie put away the dishes
And I returned to the room and continued to study what went wrong with today's magic experiment.
Just now, my heart was beating
Facing Sylphie...
"Ha..."
Sylphie, from the moment he met me until now, he has been comforting me and supporting me from behind.
I'm such a bad person...