Various Choices

Now Ma Xiaotiao is very confused. She Simulation felt that if she were in He Caitou's position, she might have done more.

After coming to this conclusion, Ma Xiaotao fell into deep thought.

She calmed down for a moment, and then seriously started to think about it. If she were in He Caitou's position, and her entire family was killed by the Imperial Family, and she escaped alone, would she have gone even further than He Caitou?

She had thought about this question just now, and the answer was yes.

But Ma Xiaotao is not the kind of person who just thinks about things superficially.

She is a person who accepts death and must think deeply about whatever comes to her mind.

Although Ma Xiaotao's parents died young when she was very young.

And she was raised by Yan Shaozhe, who was both her master and her adoptive father.

If Yan Shaozhe is killed...

This thought flashed through her mind, and her fists clenched.

If anyone dared to touch her master, she would feel blood rushing to the top of her head and her temples would throb.

Ma Xiaotao closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and asked himself this question in his mind: Will you only kill those Imperial Family people, or will you count all Sun Moon Empire people?

She thought for a while, and then said to herself with certainty: She would not even let go of the Imperial Family, let alone other people. She even felt that she might not be able to wait until the day when she would draw the drawings at the rear.

With her temper, she would probably rush into the palace with a knife.

She would cut off the heads of those people one by one in the middle of the night, and then set the palace on fire.

This is what her Ma Xiaotao can do. She is not as calm as He Caitou. Drawing drawings? Improve Soul Tool?

She didn't have that patience, she wanted to see her enemies die in front of her, and she wanted to tear apart those people's bones with her own hands.

But Lin Ye's question was still stuck in her throat like a thorn, and she couldn't swallow it or spit it out.

Civilians are innocent, but what about those who have nothing to do with this matter? What about ordinary people living in the Sun Moon Empire cities?

They did not participate in the extermination of the family or the coup, and they did not even know what dirty things Imperial Family had done.

They were just living there, just like her family, and wanted to live a stable life.

Can she do it? Ma Xiaotao thought about it for a long time and couldn't think of an answer.

She wanted to say "I can go down", but when these three words came to her lips, she couldn't say them.

She had killed Evil Soul Master, Ferocious Beast, and everything that deserved to be killed, but she had never killed anyone who had no grievances against her.

She didn't know what that feeling felt like, and she didn't know if she would hesitate to raise the knife when facing that kind of person.

After thinking for a long time, she suddenly became irritated, threw the towel on the stone bench, and cursed, "Fuck, why are you thinking about this? It's not true."

But the thorn in her heart was still there, making her restless.

For the first time, she felt that the word "revenge" was not that simple.

He Caitou She suddenly didn't dare to think about how much things that fat man she had never met had in his heart that he could reach that far.

She stood up and thought about it. She wanted to train. She needed to use the most tiring way to get rid of all these messy things in her mind.

Xiao Xiao looked at the deeds of her future partner He Caitou in the diary. What was written in the diary was He Caitou, who she did not know yet.

A person who you may meet, get to know, and fight alongside in the future, who may become your partner.

She had never thought before that she would feel such complex things from a "person she had never met before."

Offensive Soul Tool, ordinary soldiers, innocent civilians.

These words went back and forth in her mind countless times.

Xiao Xiao has been a soft-hearted person since childhood.

She didn't want to see other people cry, she didn't want to see small animals getting hurt, she even turned her head away from looking at the fish in the canteen when it was beaten to death.

She knew that her personality was not enough to be a strong and decisive person, but she happened to be a Shrek. She was destined to go to the battlefield in the future and face the same cruel things as those in the diary.

She originally thought it was a very distant thing, but the diary clearly placed those futures in front of her, forcing her to look at them and admit that those things would happen sooner or later.

He Caitou is just one of them.

She tried to put herself in He Caitou's position.

The whole family was killed by the Imperial Family and fled to a strange place, filled with hatred in their hearts.

She could imagine how heavy that kind of hatred was, so heavy that it could make a person breathless. She also imagined herself living with that kind of hatred, and she shuddered as she thought about it.

She felt that she might not make so many weapons, she might hide and cry, she might practice hard and then seek revenge on her enemies, or maybe...

She was not sure, but she was certain of one thing: she would not kill those irrelevant people.

Even if they belong to the Sun Moon Empire, even if they wear the military uniform of the Sun Moon Empire.

She might still relent.

This thought made her a little embarrassed.

Is she too useless? The war will not avoid her just because she is soft-hearted, and the enemy will not put down their weapons just because she is soft-hearted.

But she still couldn't do it, it was a problem she couldn't change.

She remembered the sentence written in her diary, He Caitou chose a faster, harder and easier path, maybe that was true.

Being soft-hearted is a burden, and revenge requires ruthlessness.

Xiao Xiao admits that he really cannot do what He Caitou is.

But she also thought, if one day she really met He Caitou, would she get along well with him?

She wondered whether the future He Caitou would think people like her were too weak? As she thought about it, she suddenly felt hungry.

All things that are difficult to figure out will become even more difficult to figure out when she is hungry. She decided to eat something first and wait until she was full before thinking about it.

Wang Dong'er saw the diary on the way back to the dormitory.

She walked slowly, eyes lowered, and her consciousness scanned line by line in the diary.

She had never heard of the name He Caitou. She had only seen it in diaries. It was the future husband of Xiao Xiao. She had never seen any aggressive Soul Tool.

She noticed that Lin Ye did not draw a conclusion for He Caitou.

He said that He Caitou was not a traitor, but he also said that He Caitou was not a clean avenger.

He said that He Caitou's hatred was justified, but he also said that this hatred affected innocent people.

This swing itself is an answer, which is much more real than giving a direct yes or no.

Wang Dong'er likes this kind of swing. Because she is in this kind of swing now.

She also has the hatred she carries. Maybe she didn't have it before, but she does now. To be precise, she only has it after reading the diary.

Her enemy's name is Tang San. She hates her father who treated her as a pawn, and hates that all her choices and opportunities from childhood to adulthood were arranged by others.