Was finding someone exhausting? Naturally, it was.
Especially since Yezi had left without a word back then, leaving nothing behind and departing just like that. He hadn't left a single message or any information. That was the first time Feitan had felt how vast Meteor City was.
It was so vast that no matter how fast he moved, he still couldn't find him. At that moment, he had resented Yezi.
Yezi had barged into his life so suddenly, then left so casually, leaving him behind in the same place.
If not for Chrollo saying he would help, and Xiao Ai's Nen ability being able to locate people, which had persuaded him to stop, he probably wouldn't have been able to resist using his Nen ability to blow up Meteor City.
Later, when he saw Yezi again, he had coaxed himself into getting over it and stopped dwelling on the matter. Instead, he had single-mindedly thought about how to get out and find him.
Until now, he had finally found Yezi, but the memories of searching all those years remained a past he was unwilling to mention.
It wasn't until Yezi had apologized to him just now that he realized the grievance he had buried deep in his heart. Why had Yezi left without saying a word to him? What, exactly, did he count as in Yezi's heart?
But after receiving Yezi's apology, he suddenly no longer wanted to think about any of that.
"It's all in the past." Feitan stared steadily at him. "Now, I've found you." That was enough. There was no need to bring up the past.
He didn't want to talk with Yezi about the pain of those years, making himself seem as though he were fishing for sympathy. So this was fine too. Let the past