Circle of Inevitability
Chapter 201

Remembering

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Lumian was startled for a moment, looked at the seemingly empty seat opposite, and politely replied:

"Hello."

At the same time, he remembered a strange word Older Sister Aurora once said and explained:

"Expert consultation"!

Although there are not all invisible "Psychiatrist" sitting around me, there are two of them, and they are also invisible... Lumian muttered in his heart.

Lady opposite him said no more, while Susie's tone became more relaxed and brisk:

"You seem to be very impressed by the newspaper incident, which means it has produced good results?"

"Yes." Lumian replied calmly.

He has been able to face the trauma in his heart instead of sealing it away, otherwise he would try to avoid contact with "Red Boots" Franca because she would always mention Aurora.

Of course, the resulting mood swings are inevitable.

Susie changed the topic back to its original track. "If you want to further confirm what abnormal coincidences occurred during this period, find the corresponding Source and I can help you.

"I won't directly look through your memories, but I can awaken them all and present them in front of you in chronological order. Of course, this does not involve those that have been Concealment'd by the subconscious mind. Those are too dangerous.

"Would you like to try?"

Lumian without the slightest hesitation:

"Okay."

After noticing the coincidence between himself and his surroundings, he would think back to his experiences during this period from time to time and refine the corresponding details. Now he just changed to a better way.

"Lean your body completely against the back of the sofa, relax, close your eyes..." Susie's soft voice reached Lumian's ears unhurriedly.

As soon as he changed his sitting posture and Future had time to adjust his mental state and close his eyes, something "Volcano exploded" suddenly appeared in his mind.

This "caught" him off guard, preventing his subconscious from making an effective stop.

Magma What spewed out like smoke and dust were light spots, each light spot carrying a scene.

This large number of light points are arranged linearly in chronological order, making Lumian seem to have seen a drama in which he is the protagonist.

It is shown in a fleeting manner, but it maintains the clarity and integrity of every detail.

Lumian I suddenly felt like my brain was running rapidly, the temperature was rising rapidly, and white smoke was about to appear.

He saw every scene, remembered every detail, connected them together, and looked for abnormalities.

Suddenly, he frowned tightly and whispered with a slightly Pain expression, "I discovered, I discovered that the memory between the last time I prayed for Gift and before I returned to Golden Rooster Inn, that memory is gone!"

Lumian Huoran's eyes widened, and the muscles on his face were obvious Distortion.

The memory that should have existed is completely blank!

At this time, a soft female voice came into his mind:

"Did it no longer exist, disappeared, or did you forget or ignore it?"

This came from That One Lady opposite him, but it was no longer smiling like before, and it was slightly brisk.

It is like a Lightning that lights up in Lumian's mind, illuminating all the dark corners outside the subconscious.

Lumian's expression became even more Pain. He couldn't help lowering his head and said with great difficulty, "I, I saw it, I saw it...

"I'm talking to, I'm talking to Angel sealed in my body!

"He calls, His name is Termiboros!"

Lumian finally remembered what he had forgotten:

The Corruption sealed on his left chest is essentially a Angel who believes in Fate, named Termiboros!

He originally wanted to ask "Magician" Lady for advice to see if there was any way to use that Angel and how to avoid the negative influence it might exert, but then he completely forgot about it.

"Is this the Corruption sealed in your body?" Susie didn't seem too surprised, and his voice was still calm.

Lumian exhaled subconsciously and raised his hand to touch his forehead, which was already covered with dense cold sweat.

He answered truthfully, "Yes, he also wanted to seduce me to help him escape from the seal, but I refused, and I forgot about it after that.

"This is really, really weird..."

Termiboros was obviously sealed in my body and could not escape, but I was still affected by him without knowing it!

"This is normal. You can't underestimate any Angel, even if he is sealed." Susie used explanation to eliminate the fear that Lumian suddenly felt.

The unknown is what scares the most.

She further said, "In ancient times, Angel was also called 'Subordinate God', which means that they already possess some of the essence of Deity. Even if they are sealed, they can still exert a certain influence on the outside world through some methods.

"Did you think before that with the That One Great Ones seal, the Corruption on your chest is closer to Gift? As long as you follow the correct process and do it at the right stage, except that it will be more Pain when you withstand strength, there is a certain Loss of Control risk, and there will be no other problems?"

Lumian was silent. During this time, he had more or less similar thoughts.

"You have to remember that on similar things, Curse's performance will not be weaker than Gift, or even stronger." Susie warned, "I don't know how Termiboros affects you, but based on his belief in Fate, I suspect that he mainly caused certain negative changes in your Destiny.

"You don't have to worry too much. After all, He is sealed and the influence he can exert is very limited. As long as you check your own status frequently and ask repeatedly whether you should do something, you can avoid this problem to a large extent."

"Okay." Lumian took out Paper and Pen and wrote a memo.

The content of the memo is "Ask 'Magician' Lady about Termiboros."

He was worried that after he finished the treatment, he would be influenced by Angel in the That One Fate field and forget the corresponding things.

Put away Paper and Pen, Lumian slowly exhaled:

"After remembering what happened to Termiboros, I felt a lot more relaxed and at ease. It seems that I am still aware of my spirituality."

"I can feel that your mental state is better than before." Susie confirmed Lumian's words.

Lumian took the opportunity to ask, "Two Lady, do you think Suzanne Matisse has been completely eliminated by Official Beyonder? Do I still need to look for clues from Old Dovecage Theater to prevent her from attacking again?"

Calculating the time, Mr. Eve, the Golden Rooster Inn's Landlord should start walking Bad Luck now.

Susie smiled softly and said, "'Spectator'Pathway is not good at Divination."

The "invisible" Lady sitting opposite Lumian said with a slight smile, "'Magician' Lady is the expert on Divination. Didn't she tell you the answer, or didn't you understand her hidden meaning?"

Didn't say it... Lumian recalled "Magician" Lady's reply to Suzanne Matisse's matter.

Suddenly, he was stunned:

"Magician" Lady told him how to solve Suzanne Matisse's problem throughout the article, and suggested that he seek help from Mr. K.

This is interpreted from another perspective:

She never considered the possibility that Suzanne Matisse had been completely eliminated!

In her opinion, this problem will inevitably break out again!

Is this too vague? Or does she think this is an obvious thing and is too lazy to emphasize it again? Lumian muttered a few words, nodded and said, "I know the answer."

While answering, Lumian made certain associations based on the names and attitudes of the opposite party That One "Psychiatrist" towards "Magician" Lady:

Are they also members of the Concealment organization codenamed Tarot Cards?

What is their respective card?

With a slight adjustment, Lumian asked about his own mental state:

"When I think about meeting Louis Lund, I feel very anxious, excited and excited, and I can't control my emotions. Is this a serious psychological problem?"

Susie replied with a soft voice, "This is actually normal. Everyone will have similar behaviors on the things they are most concerned about and care about. You are just a little too extreme.

"If you didn't have such a reaction, I would suspect that you have a more serious psychological problem and have blocked all your emotions.

"What you need to do now is not fear and fear, but control them."

This is normal... After being asked a few words by Susie Lady Soothing, Lumian was no longer as anxious about the corresponding issues as before, and his mental state became more stable.

He asked thoughtfully, "Control?"

How to control?

Susie replied, "The simplest way is to always remember not to be overly emotional. Once you have a similar reaction, immediately use deep breathing and other methods to calm down your mood and ease your state.

"This sounds simple to say, but it is actually very difficult. When human beings have emotional outbursts, it is difficult for Rationality to exist. It is rare that you have to control yourself. By the time you regain your clarity, Error has often been committed.

"I can help you set a trigger point. Once your emotional reaction exceeds a certain limit, it will remind you of what I am saying now, help you initially recover Rationality, and try to control yourself.

"This is a short-term solution. In the long run, you still have to rely on yourself. Of course, the problem will become simpler after you get used to looking at yourself when you are emotional.

"Would you like to give it a try?"

"Okay." Lumian does not exclude external help.

Susie's voice became ethereal and unreal at some point. She seemed to have said a lot, but Lumian didn't remember a single word. She could only recall the final conclusion:

"The trigger point has been set. If there are no accidents, it can last for two weeks, just in time for the next treatment. At that time, we will decide whether to make up for it depending on the situation."

Lumian said "hmm" and examined his own psychological and mental state.

After more than ten seconds, he asked with a little fear and expectation, "Can we try to awaken more subconscious memories?"

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