So Why Was Thor Crying?

Ben probably never imagined that his simple visit to advise Tony not to forget to rest would inspire Tony to create Ultron.

However, even if Tony has this idea, it's impossible for him to realize it in the short term.

In the comics, Ultron is Doctor Pym's creation.

In the cinematic universe, it was developed jointly by Tony and Doctor Banner. Even so, the two of them spent a long time researching in order to overcome the technological barriers.

Banner is still in Primus right now.

It's not that Tony alone couldn't develop Ultron, but it would be a very long time before he could.

There's no need to worry, at least for the short term.

Ben returned to Queens after a long absence and had a good night's rest.

Currently, H.A.M.M.E.R.. is building satellites based on his blueprints, Ulysses is also searching for them, and Tony is working day and night to build new armor for himself. It's unknown whether he can expand his armor inventory to the size it was in Iron Man 3 before the Chitauri arrive...

Peter was busy doing good deeds and fighting criminals, Felicia devoted more time to training, even frequently skipping school classes during this period.

So much so that Mary Jane was a little worried about her.

Felicia had originally planned to train Mary Jane with her, but Hardesky disagreed.

He didn't want more people to know his secret.

In short, everyone is busy.

Ben, on the other hand, found himself with nothing to do again.

After he transformed into Upgrade, he modified one of the H.A.M.M.E.R.'s aircraft carriers and then had Eunice control it, constantly digging for Anti-Vibranium deep in Antarctica.

However, the excavation is progressing very slowly.

Due to the properties of Anti-Vibranium, metal drill bits experience severe wear and require frequent replacement.

So Ben decided to tackle the internal mechanics of the Galactic Plumbers Space Station first.

He needs a large amount of Vibranium Alloy to serve as the outer shell of the Galactic Plumbers Space Station to ensure that the Space Station is strong enough.

However, the internal structure of the Space Station and some commonly used instruments do not require the use of Vibranium Alloy.

These were not difficult for him.

So Ben returned to school life after a long absence, which was a way for him to relax amidst the stress.

On the other side.

Thor woke up on a park bench.

It was another terrible day for him.

Because he lost his hammer once again.

Or rather, he lost his job swinging a hammer.

Originally, S.H.I.E.L.D.. gave him a fake identity on Earth so he could find a normal job and not starve to death.

With his brute strength, Thor did a pretty good job.

At first, he just carried bricks or cement, but he was already earning a lot of money then.

After all, he could do the work of three or four people, but the foreman paid him double.

However, Thor didn't seem to care much.

Or rather, ever since he lost his hammer, he felt like he had lost all hope in life, like a eunuch without his manhood, finding no joy in having any amount of money.

Thor was working from dawn till dusk, completely out of it.

Then one day, he discovered another job—smashing walls with a sledgehammer.

He immediately became interested.

Although the hammer was not the same as before, and he no longer possessed his divine strength, Thor felt a significant increase in power after wielding the greatsword.

That period was when he was at his most energetic and vibrant on Earth.

He puts all his energy into swinging the hammer every day, and at night, he carries the hammer back to his cheap rented room and talks to it.

The neighbor next door always thought he wasn't quite right in the head, so he didn't dare to mess with him.

Thor can remember every single day he did this job.

He recalled that once, he even went to a school in the Midgardian and smashed through a wall.

The students at the school were very friendly; they took pictures with him using what you call a cell phone and even offered him a cold soda.

This kind of life didn't seem so bad to Thor.

Although there was no fighting or killing, it was very peaceful.

Later, S.H.I.E.L.D.. found him again.

No, according to the Midgardian, those people were Hydra lurking within S.H.I.E.L.D..

Thor had no idea what the relationship was between S.H.I.E.L.D.. and Hydra, but he knew that Hydra was Captain America's enemy.

That's enough.

So when those people listed Steve Rogers as a fugitive and falsely accused him of being Hydra, Thor didn't believe a single word of it.

The one who lifts up Mjolnir is even qualified to be the king of Asgard.

How could someone like that be a bad person?

So when Hydra found him, he completely ignored Pierce's ramblings.

Besides, even if he wanted to do something, he couldn't get his hammer back.

Mjolnir no longer belongs to him.

But others don't know.

Those working at the construction site only saw a S.H.I.E.L.D.. agents respectfully escorting Thor away. Later, these agents tore off their disguise and revealed their true colors.

Only then did everyone realize that they were actually Hydra.

This also led to Thor being perceived by those people as someone closely connected to Hydra.

They were puzzled: why had H.A.M.M.E.R.. arrested so many hidden Hydra, but not Thor?

Regardless, Thor lost his job and was evicted by his landlord because of this incident, and he didn't even get his deposit back.

Having lost his job and being penniless, Thor was immediately reduced to sleeping on the streets.

He wasn't actually that concerned about his situation.

After all, when he was fighting on various planets, he often had to endure wind and rain.

But he forgot that he had lost his divine power and was no longer the invincible god of thunder and lightning, but an ordinary mortal.

He slept in the park for a few days, got caught in the rain, and didn't eat much, which quickly made him increasingly tired.

When I woke up today, Thor was finally sick.

For the first time, he felt so weak, unable to muster any strength in his limbs, and his head felt as heavy as a hammer, as if filled with the Uru Steel used by dwarves to forge weapons.

In the morning, a tall young man with short hair saw him looking weak while jogging in the park and asked with concern if he should be taken to the hospital.

Thor didn't want to appear weak in front of anyone.

For a warrior, weakness is a sign that death is not far off.

Therefore, he loudly rebuked the other party, saying that the Child of Odin needed no sympathy, and that even if he died, his soul would return to Valhalla and become a valiant warrior to continue fighting for the king.

Flash thought he must be delirious from a fever, otherwise why would he be talking nonsense?

So they wanted to force Thor to see a doctor.

But a furious Thor shoved him away.

Left with no other option, Flash left his contact information and told him to call him if he needed help.

Now, the cool mornings are over, and although it's almost October, New York is still as hot as an oven after sunrise.

Thor was dizzy and his vision was blurred from the sun.

He felt like he was really about to die.

At this moment, he finally regretted not accepting the boy's help that morning.

He's not afraid of death.

But Thor couldn't accept dying such a pathetic death.

He must at least die like a warrior, heroically on the battlefield, by the enemy's blade, dying as a god.

Instead of dying as an ordinary person simply because he got caught in the rain.

That's too humiliating.

He thought.

At that moment, Thor's will to survive surged. He shakily picked up the Flash had left him, which contained the other party's contact information.

"This is a phone number?"

Fortunately, his time on Earth taught him that Earthlings always preferred to communicate by phone. Although it wasn't as convenient as the magic used by the Asgardian, at least anyone could use it.

Thor has made up his mind.

I've decided to put aside my pride.

He stared at the note for a long time with his already tired eyes, and it took a lot of effort for his viscous brain to memorize the phone number on it.

"Great, then I'll just call him and ask him for help."

He nodded, repeatedly chanting Flash's phone number as if reciting a spell, but he sat on the ground for a while without hearing any response.

"I don't know how to make a phone call..."

He suddenly realized this.

"Thor, Thor, you're such a fool!"

He collapsed on the ground in the park, feeling like a useless piece of trash who couldn't do anything right.

This time, I'm probably really going to die.

He was not afraid of death, for the valiant warriors would return to Valhalla.

only,

Am I qualified?

Do I deserve it?

This sentence had become like a curse, binding him and imprinting itself on Thor's Soul Stone, plunging him into endless self-doubt every day.

"Does someone like me deserve to enter Valhalla?"

He is now just an ordinary person, and he did not die a heroic death fighting the enemy.

Would he then qualify as a heroic spirit, continuing to fight alongside the gods after death?

I'm afraid not.

He thought sadly, his consciousness and eyelids growing heavier.

He felt pain, torment, his heart clenching as if a piece of it was missing.

Tears streamed down her face.

He never imagined that he would die without ever returning to Asgard, never seeing his father again, never seeing his mother again, and never being able to reclaim his Mjolnir...

And Loki.

Heimdall banished Loki, and from then on, he never heard from Loki again.

I wonder how he is doing now.

Is he still alive, or is he already dead?

"You must still be alive... because you do this every time." Thor shook his head, laughing through his tears.

Through tear-filled eyes, a blurry green figure slowly emerged.

Thor couldn't see clearly, but he recognized it as Loki's shadow.

"It seems I'm really dying; I'm even hallucinating."

"Who told you this was a hallucination, brother?"