Ch. 21It Went Limp
Key plot points and events
- In the seventeenth year of the simulation, Su Ming’s simulated self has made little progress toward quasi-godhood despite years of meditation. He takes a break and travels with the Snow Empress, Ice Empress, and newly human Ah Yin.
- A persistent sense that he has forgotten something troubles him, but he dismisses it, confident he could handle any threat by absorbing his collected soul bones.
- When Ah Yin tries to become more intimate, he finds that his body cannot respond to romantic or physical advances, despite his own desire. He suspects something is seriously wrong.
- He tries to cure the condition with enormous quantities of whale glue and an extreme-dose medicinal mixture, but the treatment fails.
- The Ice Empress misunderstands his distressed state and offers to help, deepening his embarrassment. He continues searching for rare ingredients while traveling with the women.
- In the real world, Su Ming gleefully mocks his simulated counterpart’s predicament. Ah Yin is puzzled by his muttering but has grown used to it.
Character developments and interactions
- Simulated Su Ming shifts from confident and carefree to anxious, humiliated, and desperate to regain control of his body. His confidence in combat contrasts with his helplessness over this private problem.
- Ah Yin seeks closeness and affection, but interprets Su Ming’s lack of response as possible rejection or a sign that she is not attractive enough. She leaves dejected, unaware of the real cause.
- The Snow Empress notices Su Ming’s unease and comforts him, while Ah Yin envies their closeness and the Ice Empress wants the Snow Empress’s attention for herself.
- The Ice Empress later misreads Su Ming’s distress and offers intimate assistance. The three women notice his unusual behavior, but do not understand what he is trying to fix.
- Real Su Ming treats the simulated misfortune as comic revenge and mocks the contrast between having several women nearby and being unable to respond to them.
Significant themes
- The chapter uses comic irony and humiliation: Su Ming’s imagined romantic abundance is undermined by his inability to participate in intimacy.
- It explores the gap between desire and bodily control, as the simulated self’s intentions cannot overcome an inexplicable physical state.
- Pride and vulnerability are central: Su Ming is powerful enough to dismiss formidable enemies, yet feels helpless and ashamed about a problem he cannot solve.
- Misunderstanding and unspoken distress shape the relationships: Ah Yin and the Ice Empress misinterpret his behavior, while Su Ming hides the truth and struggles alone.